what are u doing?

Lost Girl

Well-known member
almost too down to function today. don't want to do anything.
i'm meant to be at a job agency appointment in 5 minutes but I'm ditching it. wish they had email so i could write them an excuse, but they only have a phone number and i'm not doing that. i just hope that my payments don't get cut off

ha just noticed i couldnt even be bothered using capslock
 

SoulSeeker

Banned
Im about to leave the house in the rain..to walk my dog. I have to keep this going to prepare me for CBT. I feel utterly depressed..but i've got to do this. This will be 4 nights running..in all of 10yrs.
 

Masychefx2

Banned
Im about to leave the house in the rain..to walk my dog. I have to keep this going to prepare me for CBT. I feel utterly depressed..but i've got to do this. This will be 4 nights running..in all of 10yrs.

Good luck in your CBT


and i am drinking cofee whilst downloading the good stuff to watch later tonite
 
Im about to leave the house in the rain..to walk my dog. I have to keep this going to prepare me for CBT. I feel utterly depressed..but i've got to do this. This will be 4 nights running..in all of 10yrs.

Keep trying man... and all the best!
 

SoulSeeker

Banned
Thanks VERY much for the support.

I did go out with the dog. I also spoke to an online friend on the phone..because I thought I was going mad..with the depression inside of me. I feel a little better now..though I still feel lonely...just wont go away..cant help it. ::(:

Just want to get better..so I can find my soulmate. ::(:

It's the first time i've spoke on a phone since last October..but i want to try and talk to people from now on..as much as possible when i walk the dog at night. Im just too lonely..and I think it can help me.
 

Ritta

Well-known member
Having trouble sleeping again. I might go to the kitchen and have a very early breakfast :D
 

Tmeister

Well-known member
Trying to work but can't be bothered with it... very tedious ggrrr

also got woken up around 4am so i'm abit tired thats prob why
 

SoulSeeker

Banned
Just laying on my bed again. Dont really know what to do..feel like just crying..but I cant. So lonely trapped in my room..dont even know why im on this planet. ::(:
 

SoulSeeker

Banned
I'm wishing I had a friend, really don't think that there's anyone else in the world like me though ::(:

I feel the same. Just dont know really who I am..or if im even real. So much pain..and I cant fit in anywhere....feel depressed, worthless and lonely. Cant believe there is anybody like me..as feked up as me. ::(: If you want a friend..i'll be your friend. ::(:
 

Scars

Well-known member
Sitting on my roof eating lunch, and feeling frightened at how little I or anyone else would care if I fell ::(:
Other than that, reading poetry because I can't write any myself and listening to music. Can't think of anything else to do :confused::confused:
 

Ignace

Well-known member
Gonna take a shower, and try to enjoy my last hours before i'm going to bed. Ah well, tomorrow is not a big deal, pretty relaxed.
 

mummylala

Well-known member
I'm wishing I had a friend, really don't think that there's anyone else in the world like me though ::(:

I feel the same. Just dont know really who I am..or if im even real. So much pain..and I cant fit in anywhere....feel depressed, worthless and lonely. Cant believe there is anybody like me..as feked up as me. ::(: If you want a friend..i'll be your friend. ::(:


If both of you need a friend, im always here if you need to talk about anything, anytime day or night :D
 
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