I agree that is depression.There have been times when I have seen no point in my existence, and would not care if I ceased to exist. I think that is depression
Unfortunately i have quite a few times (& i think the common element in all those times is depression of some sort). And i didn't even have the "option" of ending it all, else i might not be here today.But I've never been is such extreme mental pain that my life became so unbearable that the only option seemed to be ending it all. That is suicidal
I think what level of thoughts/feelings/urges you are at is what i term "semi-suicidal". I've been in that state almost daily for the past few months (& past few years on & off). You really hate living & your life, wish you could just click your fingers, or take a pill, & have it all end (with no consequences/drama/etc). You think of both general & specific ways/means, maybe even researching them on the web. You might have a constant or regular fascination with all things death-related (all the many various ways, metaphysics/afterlife/spirits/etc).Would that be considered suicidal? Because I know, sometimes during my most depressed times, I want to stop existing. But I don't know if that means I want to die? Does anyone have any thoughts on this?
Couldnae huv pit it better masel'. Ah've been thinkin' exactly the same thing, jist recently.All the time.
I don't think it's considered 'suicidal' per se-- but could be considered 'suicidal thoughts'.
I always wish I could just stop existing.
Just go to sleep and not wake up and no one would even recall my life-- they would just carry on.