That overwhelming feeling of anxiety you suffer when a girl you really like breaks up with her boyfriend, and there are other guys who talk to her a lot as well, even if they are just friends. ::
'S what's happened with this girl I've been close with for a couple of years. She was in a relationship with a mate of mine during this time, but we started joking around and being social with each other a lot. I know I stand a chance with her, because she's told me before that she doesn't think of me as "just a friend", and I've been there in the past to comfort her when she's feeling down. Also, everytime I put my arm around her during conversation, she always reciprocates, and there's definitely chemistry between us. We joke around and flirt quite a fair bit.
BUT
I can't help but feel like I'm being used and that I'll eventually be pushed aside for the next sod that comes by. It's not how I want to think, and in truth it probably won't happen, but I've become inured to being pushed aside by girls in the past, so I've come to expect the worst.
Not asking for help or anything, this is just a rant.
'S what's happened with this girl I've been close with for a couple of years. She was in a relationship with a mate of mine during this time, but we started joking around and being social with each other a lot. I know I stand a chance with her, because she's told me before that she doesn't think of me as "just a friend", and I've been there in the past to comfort her when she's feeling down. Also, everytime I put my arm around her during conversation, she always reciprocates, and there's definitely chemistry between us. We joke around and flirt quite a fair bit.
BUT
I can't help but feel like I'm being used and that I'll eventually be pushed aside for the next sod that comes by. It's not how I want to think, and in truth it probably won't happen, but I've become inured to being pushed aside by girls in the past, so I've come to expect the worst.
Not asking for help or anything, this is just a rant.