Every summer is the same. I want to do so much but having no friends sucks, I can never go anywhere or do anything. I always say this summer will be different but its the same I spent all my time in my room. Last summer I could go a whole 7 days without stepping outside :crying:
I have come home from university and going back to how I was before I left has made me even more depressed than usual. Seeing the sun and hearing people having a good time kills me. I can't even open my curtains to let the sun in because it just sucks.
On facebook I see people with their friends having a good time and I am stuck in here with nothing to do. Literally summer makes me so depressed and empty.
Things have changed since the past years, I do now make it a habit to leave my house at list 6 times a week but that's either to go gym or just sit in the library and read a few hours or take a walk but its just so lonely, sometimes even worse because everyone just looks like they are having a good time. I used to be fine with being alone but now I cant fool myself anymore I cant stand it I don't know what to do with my life :/
I could be making films, writing scripts, photography , improving myself etc all that I used to love doing but seems I have lost all passion right now and I have only been home fore 10 days lol
I just want one friend, just one but nope. :kickingmyself:
I have come home from university and going back to how I was before I left has made me even more depressed than usual. Seeing the sun and hearing people having a good time kills me. I can't even open my curtains to let the sun in because it just sucks.
On facebook I see people with their friends having a good time and I am stuck in here with nothing to do. Literally summer makes me so depressed and empty.
Things have changed since the past years, I do now make it a habit to leave my house at list 6 times a week but that's either to go gym or just sit in the library and read a few hours or take a walk but its just so lonely, sometimes even worse because everyone just looks like they are having a good time. I used to be fine with being alone but now I cant fool myself anymore I cant stand it I don't know what to do with my life :/
I could be making films, writing scripts, photography , improving myself etc all that I used to love doing but seems I have lost all passion right now and I have only been home fore 10 days lol
I just want one friend, just one but nope. :kickingmyself: