Im starting to think we need to treat this as a life or death situation. NO matter how scared you are of other people, if you don't keep taking steps to fix your problem YOU ARE GOING TO DIE. You will die alone, with no one loving you, no one being at your side. You won't be physically dead, no, you will be alive so you can suffer this living death.
Anyway, that's what it feels like to me and I think its not worth it. I'd give anything to change this. Id do 10 years in prison to make this stop. This is life or death for me now, I have to get better before I go insane and throw myself off a bridge.
Thoughts?