Hear me out here because this sounds strange. Ever since I got social anxiety and my view of myself has plummetted women treat me much differently and kind of make themselves easily available and stuff like that.
It's very weird. I think it's because of my illness I'm incredibly vulnerable or something and that's enticing to them. Normally I'm not that way. I was emotionally abused by my mother growing up and that sort of relationship for a boy causes extreme submission to women emotionally etc. but I was good at holding that back unless a woman was in a position of authority over me. Once I got SA 2 years ago that changed.
Now these two factors, the anxiety disorder and the abusive relationship with my mother have combined to cause women that are way out of my league to make themselves available to me. I don't know wtf to do because I'm still not willing to be in a relationship with a woman because I don't want a repeat of my childhood experience.
Anyway, any other guys have something similar happen?
It's very weird. I think it's because of my illness I'm incredibly vulnerable or something and that's enticing to them. Normally I'm not that way. I was emotionally abused by my mother growing up and that sort of relationship for a boy causes extreme submission to women emotionally etc. but I was good at holding that back unless a woman was in a position of authority over me. Once I got SA 2 years ago that changed.
Now these two factors, the anxiety disorder and the abusive relationship with my mother have combined to cause women that are way out of my league to make themselves available to me. I don't know wtf to do because I'm still not willing to be in a relationship with a woman because I don't want a repeat of my childhood experience.
Anyway, any other guys have something similar happen?
