I'm having mood issues again and it's something to do with the two new tenants in this household. They're here for only two weeks but they stress me out. They aren't doing anything but they're existence is enough to trigger my anxiety. Maybe I can manage this if only I'm not stressed at work. These days I have been assigned to the dementia ward and that is one physically and psychologically stressful area. Not to mention that my roster has only one day off between shifts. I shouldn't complain coz it's like 3 days work one day off 3 days work again one day off 2 days work.. etc... but I couldn't even feel that one day off as my rest day. Today I'm going to work again and everything doesn't seem right. I am extra anxious like everything is worrying me. I couldn't even eat coz the two tenants are outside. Usually I can drive myself to do it but today I am super coward. I am anxious at work too coz it's another long shift and tomorrow's shift will be with a bitchy colleague. Even the unfamiliar kitchen staff worries me today. This can't be good healthwise. My husband is far away so all I can do is message him and rant about my feelings. I'll be having my periods soon so I am guessing this is just PMS but still I'm not psychologicall prepared to do anything at the moment.