sick and f**king tired of using alcohol to counteract the symptoms of anxiety just to wake up the next day with a **** load more anxiety to deal with and the cycle f**king continues.......
Im gunna lose my girlfriend if i keep this selfish **** up.... 🙁
i was visiting my mom and came back to my dad's house wear i live and his gf's car was in the driveway and apparently he didn't think i'd be back tonight IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *vomits everywhere* I know it's like natural and human thing but it's my dad bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh im gonna go scrub my brain with sand paper and try to erase the recent past memories.
Miracles. They do not exist. The ideas, situations we find and label a miracle can be drilled down to chance, statistic, numbers.
If we really thought and thought and thought about what we are and where we are and what we do we will no doubt find boring routine. Nothing miraculous at all.
Is our miracle of a life supposed to be one of many born to suffocate within iteration?
We are supposed to learn from our past. Have we? I beg to differ. We have found only ways to make the same in modern times. And as we progress exponentially we will repeat disastrous results, wars, crime, beauty, genius inventions already been done, fun times, at a quickened pace.
I am tired of this world, this life, this unseen grand idea of progressing humanity forward. What are we doing? Pointless. I am tired.
i was visiting my mom and came back to my dad's house wear i live and his gf's car was in the driveway and apparently he didn't think i'd be back tonight IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *vomits everywhere* I know it's like natural and human thing but it's my dad bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh im gonna go scrub my brain with sand paper and try to erase the recent past memories.
Hahahaha, oh my god I'm so sorry for you. I can't help but laugh though.
Never, ever forget that you are a miracle.
Just the fact that you are here is a miracle in itself
---and it is reason enough to begin living all
the beautiful moments you've dreamed of
Right Now.