Loyal's Thoughts

[PugofCrydee]

Just went to make myself a huge mug of milo, but when I was pouring the milk into the mug I noticed it was an odd consistency, turned out the packaging was damaged so the milk was beyond off (I only bought it the other day and hadnt opened it til just then)... needless to say I no longer feel like a giant mug of milo

Oh Loyal... that sux

 

[LoyalXenite]

Almost done with the xmas shopping, just 4 more to buy (plus my dogs treat dinners but thats closer to the day). 3 of the gifts left though are ones that I have no idea what to get them, it needs to be light small things so it doesnt cost too much to post coz two are international and postage is insanely expensive... I'll be glad once they are all bought and wrapped/ or posted coz I hate having an imposing deadline

 

[LoyalXenite]

Today makes seven. Seven years since this world got a little colder, a little darker, and a hell of a lot lonelier. I miss you more than you'll ever know. You deserved so much more from life. I keep saying your name to myself because Im terrified that one day I'll lose it too. You were so damn important, you made things so much better. Nothing feels right anymore, nothing has been right since you died. I miss you more than I could ever have imagined.

I love you Gabe.

 

[LoyalXenite]

Well now that I have officially finished the xmas shopping its time to deal with mechanics.. The car is booked in for a service this week, at which point he will re-tell me everything that needs to be fixed (even though I still have my list from last time he saw the car but apparently he needs to see it again). Once he re-tells me what needs doing and gives me rough quotes it'll be time to start knocking those big expenses off my to do list.. Xmas shopping really put a dent in my savings but hopefully I'll have enough left over for the important things it needs... adulting sucks

 

[LoyalXenite]

So I've just dropped my car off at the mechanics and he said it'll only take until lunch time so I was like we'll I might aswell stay in town and just kill a few hours.. Forgetting that 4 hours is actually a long time to kill when you only have one errand to run

I go to the bank and of course I'd forgotten they don't open till 9:30, so I decided to grab some breakkie first. Now I'm at a Cafe alone treating myself to a breakfast, ordering something I've never tried from a place I've never been. Might not sound like much but it's a pretty big thing SA wise so I'm actually a little proud of myself. Of course I'm typing this while waiting for my order still counts as an achievement though

 

[LoyalXenite]

Breakfast was delicious and not too badly priced.. Now I'm sitting in a movie theatre waiting for the grinch to start. Idk what I'm thinking today but I'm just going with it coz I never do stuff like this. Last time I saw a movie alone I was wagging school
To be fair i really shouldn't have spent this money I'm spending, but this will kill some waiting time and it's making me feel happy so I'm gonna let myself have this

 

[PugofCrydee]

So I've just dropped my car off at the mechanics and he said it'll only take until lunch time so I was like we'll I might aswell stay in town and just kill a few hours.. Forgetting that 4 hours is actually a long time to kill when you only have one errand to run

I go to the bank and of course I'd forgotten they don't open till 9:30, so I decided to grab some breakkie first. Now I'm at a Cafe alone treating myself to a breakfast, ordering something I've never tried from a place I've never been. Might not sound like much but it's a pretty big thing SA wise so I'm actually a little proud of myself. Of course I'm typing this while waiting for my order still counts as an achievement though

Hell yes Loyal! Well done
I can feel a little uncomfortable eating alone but do it sometimes. I LOVE going to the cinema on my own. I once went to see 'Paranormal Activity ' and was the only one in the whole cinema so I sat right in the middle of the cinema.

 

[LoyalXenite]

Hell yes Loyal! Well done
I can feel a little uncomfortable eating alone but do it sometimes. I LOVE going to the cinema on my own. I once went to see 'Paranormal Activity ' and was the only one in the whole cinema so I sat right in the middle of the cinema.

That would've been so much fun, did it make the movie feel more intense?

 

[LoyalXenite]

Today has been a good day. After the breakfast and movie treat, quite enjoyed the movie btw, I went to the bank and dealt with what I had to deal with there (well hopefully, have to wait for them to process it of course), then I went to the library to kill the rest of the time I had to kill, while there I read a short story by one of my favourite authors. Once I finished that I called up the mechanic and my car was ready, step out of the library and the free bus was pretty much there within seconds so I rode it to the mechanic instead of walking in the heat. Mechanic bill wasnt too bad, and he didnt mention the brake booster so thats a $600 expense that clearly doesnt need doing with any urgency thankfully, so the repair list has got a nice big reduction to it with that being postponed and my tyres will pass rego check so that wont need to be done for another year so thats about $800 off the immediate list too, which pretty much halved the car repairs expenses list I have!

Plus when I got home I had a nice xmas card from my dnd family, and a delivery of a new quill that I ordered on ebay which has arrived earlier than the eta. (Also ducked into petbarn and got the dogs a treat with the annual voucher they send members, and ducked into woolies to get myself a treat )

 

[PugofCrydee]

That would've been so much fun, did it make the movie feel more intense?

Yea it was a little spooky at first

 

[LoyalXenite]

Well this year isn't off to a promising start, some dickhead with fireworks has blown up the street transformer and now we've got no power. Right when I was in the middle of a mission on rdr2 and watching something, the biggest problem is that the fan went out and now I'm sweltering in the humidity again

 

[PugofCrydee]

Wow thats gotta suck big time Loyal.. someone should have taken a lit firecracker and shoved it up that guys backside..

 

[LoyalXenite]

Wow thats gotta suck big time Loyal.. someone should have taken a lit firecracker and shoved it up that guys backside..

thankfully the power is all fixed now, tho I gotta wait for the garage to cool down before I can get back to the game

 

[LoyalXenite]

This heat and humidity is killing me

 

[LoyalXenite]

Had a bit of a medical issue yesterday, almost had to go to the ER. Went to a doctor today instead, now I gotta get tested for cancer on monday.. its probably not cancer and they're just ruling out the big one first, but of course the urgency with making me go for the test asap along with the general its either this condition you have or cancer, has me stressed and anxious af about it. I hate medical shit. Tests and doctors and hospitals.. I hate it all.

 

[LoyalXenite]

Leaving to go get tested for cancer in about 10 or 15 minutes... wish me luck?

I was pretty stressed out about it but my gran pointed out that theres some big symptoms that accompany cancer that I dont have so that helped a lot, made me feel like it probably wont end up being cancer .

 

[Pacific_Loner]

GOOD LUCK

 

[PugofCrydee]

I hope you're ok my friend

 

[LoyalXenite]

Thanks guys, I'm to go back in a week for the results. Hopefully all is well and this stupid crap is almost sorted out and over

 

[lily]

Leaving to go get tested for cancer in about 10 or 15 minutes... wish me luck?

I was pretty stressed out about it but my gran pointed out that theres some big symptoms that accompany cancer that I dont have so that helped a lot, made me feel like it probably wont end up being cancer .

Hope it isn't, good luck to you! Just to let you know that cancer is afraid of garlic and likes an acidic environment so it's good to eat lots of garlic but not overdo it and eat alkaline.