EgoZero
Well-known member
Hey peeps,
This is probably mine last post on these forums. I have been here not for a long time, haven’t done much and didn’t get to know many of you. But what I know, is that you all are wonderful, unique and great people. It’s really sad for me to see so many beautiful people struggling to find happiness, love and peace in life, because of some ****ed up problems that we all have. I am really thankful for all the time and support that some of you gave me and I do love you for that. I wish just all the best for you peeps and I hope that one day you will find happiness and that social phobia, depression or other **** won’t be in your way.
Probably some of you saw some of my last posts, threads and maybe hated me for them, thought that I am pathetic or felt sorry for me. That was some really negative ****, because my depression and life just got me really down. I am really sorry for such foolish acts and for bringing the negativity to forums.
So why am I posting this? Because I’m going to leave SPW. I really think such sites aren’t good for me. I spend too much time, which could be used somewhere else, on this site and lots of times I get my negative side out in here. So I do think that I’m really better off this site. What’s next for me? I’m not going to make suicide (atleast not for now) or quit trying. I think I will manage to find that little piece of hope and I will keep trying. I have some plans and goals set now and I will try to reach them by going slowly, with little baby steps. Probably I’ve failed before a lot, cause I expected too much from myself and tried to do too much at once. I won’t make this mistake now.
So from next week I’ll be gone from SPW and there are two ways for me to comeback here. I will come back here, if I improve my life and achieve what I want, then I will comeback to share my tips and to tell you what helped me the most. The other way is if I fail at everything, then I will comeback here to say goodbye before my suicide.
Love you, thank you and goodbye.
P.S. The suicide thing was joke. Probably…
This is probably mine last post on these forums. I have been here not for a long time, haven’t done much and didn’t get to know many of you. But what I know, is that you all are wonderful, unique and great people. It’s really sad for me to see so many beautiful people struggling to find happiness, love and peace in life, because of some ****ed up problems that we all have. I am really thankful for all the time and support that some of you gave me and I do love you for that. I wish just all the best for you peeps and I hope that one day you will find happiness and that social phobia, depression or other **** won’t be in your way.
Probably some of you saw some of my last posts, threads and maybe hated me for them, thought that I am pathetic or felt sorry for me. That was some really negative ****, because my depression and life just got me really down. I am really sorry for such foolish acts and for bringing the negativity to forums.
So why am I posting this? Because I’m going to leave SPW. I really think such sites aren’t good for me. I spend too much time, which could be used somewhere else, on this site and lots of times I get my negative side out in here. So I do think that I’m really better off this site. What’s next for me? I’m not going to make suicide (atleast not for now) or quit trying. I think I will manage to find that little piece of hope and I will keep trying. I have some plans and goals set now and I will try to reach them by going slowly, with little baby steps. Probably I’ve failed before a lot, cause I expected too much from myself and tried to do too much at once. I won’t make this mistake now.
So from next week I’ll be gone from SPW and there are two ways for me to comeback here. I will come back here, if I improve my life and achieve what I want, then I will comeback to share my tips and to tell you what helped me the most. The other way is if I fail at everything, then I will comeback here to say goodbye before my suicide.
Love you, thank you and goodbye.
P.S. The suicide thing was joke. Probably…
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