I feel like I can't connect with anyone in my family... it's sad.
but I think this "fat", "ugly", and "stupid" girl is doing pretty damn well.
I'm so sorry to hear that . I hate seeing people being forced to grow up in abusive households. The amount of suffering they cause you is extremely tough to deal with. I read about how emotional/physical abuse affects your health and body like stomach issues and sleep deprived/ptsd. It's not surprising though.Yep. I have a handful of family members that I don't get along with nor can I connect with. Thankfully they all live farther away. Even if they didn't I wouldn't go out of my way to talk to or see them. Many of whom I don't like tortured me growing up, always teasing and bullying, and no one did a thing.
But thankfully karma exists and their lives are far from ideal. Not that I live a perfect life either, but I think this "fat", "ugly", and "stupid" girl is doing pretty damn well.
I'm absolutely not one to relish people's misery, but in this particular case I kinda do. Cruel? Maybe just a bit.
Sometimes it certainly seems like there'll never be an escape, thats how I used to feel. But eventually I got out, all you need is a chance to get out and you'll be able to start making your own way. Its not easy, and can be almost as stressful sometimes, but its worth it.I have a feeling I'll live with mine until they're both gone... unless I die first.