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Hi everyone,
Today is a nervous day! I will go to a friend which I've known online for a year or something now. She's around my age and we're good friends , we can talk about stuff. Today I will meet her in person. I will be taking the train for three hours ahead and back and will stay from 4 to 7. I know I might be crazy for travelling so long for a friend and they might think I am :: But she appreciates it
I am a little nervous though, I mean, she lives in a mental hospital thingy with a lot of ppl, and the supervisors will pick me up, she is very anxious too and she has borderline/autism, I have it too btw. I wonder how it will go...
This is a serious test for me, I hope I won't be clumsy and robotic in social situations like I used to be, cuz then I ruin the ''date'' (friend wise).
My MAIN FEAR, is to make her uncomfortable (like I always feel) so then it's like the most awkward ''date'' ever. So, what should I do to stay comfortable and in my comfort zone and be RELAXED?
That's the hardest task for me, so she might find me weird in real life, on the chat i'm just cool and all, but in real life, I'm scared xD
Also the train is very hectic for me, ALL the people, will make me hyperventilate, but at least, when i'm out of the train i'm more at ease i hope, and I travel 2 hours for my girlfriend lots of weekends... so thats good already for my SA. I mean, my gf helped me to overcome this fear (well, i still get lots of scary feelings in a train) but she helped me, by going there again and again for a lot of times and I held on to her support, she's so sweet for that, and now i can do it myself, great isn't it ^^
Well, wish me luck....
I hope it will be fun and that it will go just fine.. nervous!
Today is a nervous day! I will go to a friend which I've known online for a year or something now. She's around my age and we're good friends , we can talk about stuff. Today I will meet her in person. I will be taking the train for three hours ahead and back and will stay from 4 to 7. I know I might be crazy for travelling so long for a friend and they might think I am :: But she appreciates it
I am a little nervous though, I mean, she lives in a mental hospital thingy with a lot of ppl, and the supervisors will pick me up, she is very anxious too and she has borderline/autism, I have it too btw. I wonder how it will go...
This is a serious test for me, I hope I won't be clumsy and robotic in social situations like I used to be, cuz then I ruin the ''date'' (friend wise).
My MAIN FEAR, is to make her uncomfortable (like I always feel) so then it's like the most awkward ''date'' ever. So, what should I do to stay comfortable and in my comfort zone and be RELAXED?
That's the hardest task for me, so she might find me weird in real life, on the chat i'm just cool and all, but in real life, I'm scared xD
Also the train is very hectic for me, ALL the people, will make me hyperventilate, but at least, when i'm out of the train i'm more at ease i hope, and I travel 2 hours for my girlfriend lots of weekends... so thats good already for my SA. I mean, my gf helped me to overcome this fear (well, i still get lots of scary feelings in a train) but she helped me, by going there again and again for a lot of times and I held on to her support, she's so sweet for that, and now i can do it myself, great isn't it ^^
Well, wish me luck....
I hope it will be fun and that it will go just fine.. nervous!
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