Could you be a little less philosophical with it and a bit more practical? What you have said I already know, but knowing is only half the battle. Doing is far harder for me.
i used to be a very angry person
i grew up in an angry house where the family was constantly yelling and arguing with one another
i think it was the way i learned to cope with not being in control of certain situations or of other people
i thought that the world should be the way i expected it to be
when it wasn't, i became angry - angry at the world for not living up to my expectations, angry at myself for being foolish enough to think it should be any different
i think it was easier and more comfortable than allowing for the possibility that i WASN'T in control of anything
i mean, to think that I really have NO control over the things that other people think or do or say, or how the world operates, etc. was a frightening concept - it meant i was alone and helpless against the universe - yikes
far easier to demand perfection and be angry when it isn't delivered than to admit to myself that i really haven't a got a clue about anything
and so i went forth in life, carrying that anger around for a very long time
it did not serve me well
i believe it helped destroy some of the most important relationships in my life and eventually left me with nothing but the barrel of a .40 cal glock pointed at my temple
in that moment, i realized that the only thing that i ever DID have control of was myself and my own thoughts
i could choose to end it right there or i could choose to continue, but i could NOT choose what anyone else in the world was going to think or do - that's completely up to them and beyond MY control
i found that realization to be very liberating - not frightening at all
it meant that i didn't HAVE to demand perfection and try to be in control of everything
it meant i could let go of grasping at the rest of the world and just let things be the way they were, and instead concentrate on myself - the only thing i do have the ability to change
and i found the anger went away - all on it's own
to be replaced by such things as patience, compassion, acceptance, and peace
i'm still working on improving myself, some days i do better than others - i realize i'm not perfect, nor can i ever hope to be
but i've let go of trying to change the world - it's going to do what it wants to, with or without me
i hope you can find peace, too