TreeBones
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For example, I recently moved back to the town I use to live in and see old friends from kindergarten and up, they will approach me and ask me what my phone number is and that we need to hangout and I tell them I don't have a phone but that I can call them with someone else's (which isn't a lie now because I threw away my phone, but was before). When I started my new school I saw a girl there I use to know and have sleep overs with, and she asked me to come sit by her, which I didn't of course, in fact on the first day of school I was the first one there and everyone came to sit by me and tried to talk to me but for the most part I just ignored them and went back to studying, the next day I sat in a different room far away which is now my permanent spot.
Just last night a couple of old guy friends that I grew up with (whom became just my brothers friends because I guess when you start growing boobs and stuff, gender becomes apparent and you can't be friends with boys anymore) came to visit my brother. They came to talk to me but I cut things short as possible and went back to baking my pumpkin bread (and that's not because they caught me yelling and dancing in the kitchen while baking, or the awkward fact that I know one of them likes me or the biggest awkward fact that our other friend died in a car accident too long ago) I haven't talked to them since the funeral. I just avoid avoid avoid!
I often think if I was the person on the other side that I would feel unimportant. Who sees an old friend and acts like they are nothing? I'd think things like why didn't she call me? why didn't she sit by me? does she think I'm annoying? does this person not like me or not want to hang out with me? or that the person is just a big stuck up ****, things like that.
I'm sorry for this being so long and unnecessarily detailed, I'm one of those people that just type whatever goes through my head.
Just last night a couple of old guy friends that I grew up with (whom became just my brothers friends because I guess when you start growing boobs and stuff, gender becomes apparent and you can't be friends with boys anymore) came to visit my brother. They came to talk to me but I cut things short as possible and went back to baking my pumpkin bread (and that's not because they caught me yelling and dancing in the kitchen while baking, or the awkward fact that I know one of them likes me or the biggest awkward fact that our other friend died in a car accident too long ago) I haven't talked to them since the funeral. I just avoid avoid avoid!
I often think if I was the person on the other side that I would feel unimportant. Who sees an old friend and acts like they are nothing? I'd think things like why didn't she call me? why didn't she sit by me? does she think I'm annoying? does this person not like me or not want to hang out with me? or that the person is just a big stuck up ****, things like that.
I'm sorry for this being so long and unnecessarily detailed, I'm one of those people that just type whatever goes through my head.
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