pretty much all my friend's know... haha, they've always known i was a little anxious and nervous and when the agoraphobia thing kicked in and i quit being able to just go out and hang out with them.. i just told them so they wouldn't think i was being shady, haha.. i guess they all just thinks it's one of those cute weird things about me, lol... they all say they can't wait for me to get better and come back, they miss me

...i got pretty good friends

lol... and anyway, i'm not one to be 'closed up' or whatever about anything, i'm open and honest to a fault, haha... i guess don't really care too much, i'ma be me no matter what, so if i feel the need, i don't mind spitting something out, lmao...