Lost Girl
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I hate the world and the people in it. I would love nothing more than to leave this planet and live on another with hopefully, a more relate able species that I can live happily amongst. However, obviously, as I was born in the wrong time (I predict at least a couple of hundred years too soon) I have to figure out a way to live here and now, on this planet, with these humans, in a more peaceful and calm state.
The problem is, that human behavior sends my anxiety through the roof! Examples of human traits and actions that make my head want to literally explode are stupidity, ignorance, racism, arrogance/egotism, sex/race/or religious superiority, religion at all, war, patriotism, destroying the planet, wiping out entire species of animals, slavery, famine, and people who don't give a **** about what is so wrong on this planet.
It sounds absolutely moronic and ridiculous that I find it so difficult to live here on this planet with humans, and it is, as obviously I am one of these humans and this is my planet, and there is no other option, but I literally want to LEAVE THE PLANET. I'm not suicidal at all. And I don't hate everyone obviously, but I get into this mindset where I feel I just want nothing to do with anyone or anything around me. I get so angry and so fed up with what I see or read in the news. It hurts my brain. I feel with every fiber of my being sometimes that I do not want to be one of these people and don't want any part in what they do. Sometimes I feel so guilty as I am part of the species that does all this, I feel like the blood is on my hands. I feel sometimes that my only option is to become a complete recluse in the mountains somewhere completely away from humans and what goes on. Living in ignorance, yes, but I feel like that is my only option to live happily here and as I am. I so wish I had been born a monkey or a turtle or something.
The problem is I have a hubby and a daughter that I love very much. Hubby hates some things in the world but for the most part still loves it, and I would like to raise my daughter as well as I can, and pulling her into my little secluded house in the mountains fantasy won't help her in the long run.
Am I the only crazy person here who feels like this? And howww can I get over this anxiety and get past these feelings I have? Any thoughts would be greatly appreciated.
The problem is, that human behavior sends my anxiety through the roof! Examples of human traits and actions that make my head want to literally explode are stupidity, ignorance, racism, arrogance/egotism, sex/race/or religious superiority, religion at all, war, patriotism, destroying the planet, wiping out entire species of animals, slavery, famine, and people who don't give a **** about what is so wrong on this planet.
It sounds absolutely moronic and ridiculous that I find it so difficult to live here on this planet with humans, and it is, as obviously I am one of these humans and this is my planet, and there is no other option, but I literally want to LEAVE THE PLANET. I'm not suicidal at all. And I don't hate everyone obviously, but I get into this mindset where I feel I just want nothing to do with anyone or anything around me. I get so angry and so fed up with what I see or read in the news. It hurts my brain. I feel with every fiber of my being sometimes that I do not want to be one of these people and don't want any part in what they do. Sometimes I feel so guilty as I am part of the species that does all this, I feel like the blood is on my hands. I feel sometimes that my only option is to become a complete recluse in the mountains somewhere completely away from humans and what goes on. Living in ignorance, yes, but I feel like that is my only option to live happily here and as I am. I so wish I had been born a monkey or a turtle or something.
The problem is I have a hubby and a daughter that I love very much. Hubby hates some things in the world but for the most part still loves it, and I would like to raise my daughter as well as I can, and pulling her into my little secluded house in the mountains fantasy won't help her in the long run.
Am I the only crazy person here who feels like this? And howww can I get over this anxiety and get past these feelings I have? Any thoughts would be greatly appreciated.
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