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Hi,
Always I talk myself down. I say the most worst things about myself.
Like, ''I can't do it, I'm the most weird person in the world''
''My life has ended. There's nothing to fix about it''
''Social Anxiety destroys my life''.
''See all those people socialize, and see me.. Being ****ed up''
''I'm weird, people judged me like i'm strange, I bet they did''
this goes in my mind all time.. What is wrong with me?
I am telling myself all those things.. so I will get sad , mad or depressed
I'm so anxious when I think back of times, people could judge me bad
And am I a pessimist? Am I having a depression? Or Am I a masochist?
everyday reminds me of my pain.. I feel pain by the fact that I have soical anxiety and the way I am. I wish I was someone else..
I feel embarrassed, judged, judged by people.
When I see myself back on a video tape for example.. I think wow.. Is that me? What a strange appearance. For example huh. But it's more worse than only a video tape. It's my whole life what i feel judged by.
I wish I could do anything about it
Always I talk myself down. I say the most worst things about myself.
Like, ''I can't do it, I'm the most weird person in the world''
''My life has ended. There's nothing to fix about it''
''Social Anxiety destroys my life''.
''See all those people socialize, and see me.. Being ****ed up''
''I'm weird, people judged me like i'm strange, I bet they did''
this goes in my mind all time.. What is wrong with me?
I am telling myself all those things.. so I will get sad , mad or depressed
I'm so anxious when I think back of times, people could judge me bad
And am I a pessimist? Am I having a depression? Or Am I a masochist?
everyday reminds me of my pain.. I feel pain by the fact that I have soical anxiety and the way I am. I wish I was someone else..
I feel embarrassed, judged, judged by people.
When I see myself back on a video tape for example.. I think wow.. Is that me? What a strange appearance. For example huh. But it's more worse than only a video tape. It's my whole life what i feel judged by.
I wish I could do anything about it