It's a pretty lonely feeling trying to get off the ground and fight Social anxiety without anyone besides your family to talk to. Every step I take, I feel like an alien in this world. The stress and worry is killing me. My next step is getting a job and not quitting after two weeks like my last job. I think I will be ok, with my meds and therapy since my last job, but I still feel all alone out there. Besides my therapist, I don't talk to anyone besides my family for more than 5 minutes. It sucks! Anyone else in my position?
I don't have trouble making friends.. but i realized that i need to be picky about who I am friends with. Good friends trust and believe in you.
I cut off a group I was friends with cuz we had some differences. But what I find fascinating is, everyone has a different personality. When a few of them come to together in a group, you live in a space of compromise. you end up doing things that all of them want to do which is a small subset. But in the end its a shared experience.
I don't have trouble making friends.. but i realized that i need to be picky about who I am friends with. Good friends trust and believe in you.
I cut off a group I was friends with cuz we had some differences. But what I find fascinating is, everyone has a different personality. When a few of them come to together in a group, you live in a space of compromise. you end up doing things that all of them want to do which is a small subset. But in the end its a shared experience.
Having friends or people close to you is of utmost importance; happiness is simply not possible without it. No wonder I'm depressed and unhappy and hope to find relief by visiting a hooker. How idiotic is this? I have to contact old friends and people I know, that's all I need.
this fact that i have no friends at all probably hurts me the most, I dont know why anybody has to go through this sort of thing. Just sitting in my room all day doing the same routine while ppl out there are actually enjoying life. I love to make at least one good friend, that would take so much of this self hate away.
No wonder I'm depressed and unhappy and hope to find relief by visiting a hooker. How idiotic is this? I have to contact old friends and people I know, that's all I need.
Yes! Thats it!!! Find a friend! Screw hookers! 8O I mean, fuck hookers! Oh. Well- you know what I mean.
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