I'm 29 and when I think about it I can recall starting at age 12 to have fantasies on the subject.
It's a daily occurrence for me and most of my days start with that. I usually wake up well before I have to and just wish that somehow I was dead and that I wouldn't have to deal with most of the things today. I wish for nights never to end and I wish that i don't have to get up in the morning. I mostly think of falling and getting shot or ran over sometimes. I am dreaming up ways to make it look like an accident without hurting anyone. I guess I'm scared and lazy, even horrible injury would be a welcome prospect just as long as it removes some of the expectations and obligations off of my back.
This is a good name for the website because i think that it is exactly what is wrong with me, I have social phobia and i feel awkward and thought-through and I wish I wasn't.
It's a daily occurrence for me and most of my days start with that. I usually wake up well before I have to and just wish that somehow I was dead and that I wouldn't have to deal with most of the things today. I wish for nights never to end and I wish that i don't have to get up in the morning. I mostly think of falling and getting shot or ran over sometimes. I am dreaming up ways to make it look like an accident without hurting anyone. I guess I'm scared and lazy, even horrible injury would be a welcome prospect just as long as it removes some of the expectations and obligations off of my back.
This is a good name for the website because i think that it is exactly what is wrong with me, I have social phobia and i feel awkward and thought-through and I wish I wasn't.