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Beatrice

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Strange bad. Family drama and all that entails. Mental illnesses and delusions of grandeur run in my family, so everyone (myself included) is kinda hard to deal with.

I know how that is :/ My family includes people with depression, bipolar disorder, autism, ADD, ADHD, control-freaks, social phobics, anger issues.... Not exactly the genetic jackpot but you have to play the hands you're dealt. (whatever that means in this case, haha)
 

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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My current living situation. Crazy grandparents and aunt. Feel like I'm living with Nazis.

:eek: Maybe... they WERE Nazi's...

I can't help but imagine your escape being like the end Of Shawshank Redemption. Create a tunnel out of your room. Find a beach, build boats.
Or the film Madagascar.

Anyways... we're all pulling for you; vent/talk more about it anytime, hopefully we can help calm some nerves through these next weeks as Operation: Get Beat Rice The **** (Or Blazes) Outta Here nears. :D
 
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I know how that is :/ My family includes people with depression, bipolar disorder, autism, ADD, ADHD, control-freaks, social phobics, anger issues.... Not exactly the genetic jackpot but you have to play the hands you're dealt. (whatever that means in this case, haha)

Unfortunately, most of my family pretends they aren't sick. With the exception of my mother, myself, and my cousin who was committed against her will, everyone just drinks too much and talks trash about each other. We actually feared for our safety after seeing my cousin today.

And through all of this hubbub, I missed Glee!!!! :eek:
 

hoddesdon

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My current living situation. Crazy grandparents and aunt. Feel like I'm living with Nazis.

I thought of tunnelling out of the prisoner-of-war camp too. Perhaps you put some loud music on while taking up the floorboards and digging a tunnel. The excavated earth could be smuggled out into the garden in the middle of the night. You would have to lock the door so you have time to replace the floorboards if someone turns up unexpectedly.
 

Newtype

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:eek: Maybe... they WERE Nazi's...

I can't help but imagine your escape being like the end Of Shawshank Redemption. Create a tunnel out of your room. Find a beach, build boats.
Or the film Madagascar.

I was thinking more of something like Escape From New York or Escape From L.A. Beatrice + Eye-patch = Winning
 
I haven't felt this terrible in a long time. I just want quit this damn job. My head is pounding, I haven't had a single hour of sleep and I'm extremely emotionally unstable.

I'm going to call in sick today. I know when I'm beat, and this is one of those days.
 
Like I just want to disappear. Sick of living.

I can sooo relate to this.::(: I wish I could pay someone to "set up" my car (brakes etc) so that I could die in a horrible car accident running into a tree or building on the side of the highway.
However no one knows it was intentional, because it was ruled as "mechanical failure".

I haven't felt this terrible in a long time. I just want quit this damn job. My head is pounding, I haven't had a single hour of sleep and I'm extremely emotionally unstable.

I'm going to call in sick today. I know when I'm beat, and this is one of those days.

Sorry to hear you are feeling so down atm puma. I hope you can think of a way out of this problem with your work place.:)
 
On second thought, I'm gonna go anyway. I've been through far worse Hells.
The thing is that this Hell is actually good for something..

It does put things in perspective, though.
 
Sorry to hear you are feeling so down atm puma. I hope you can think of a way out of this problem with your work place.:)

Oh, hadn't noticed you post there. I've decided to go anyway.. Can't fix it with running away, right?

Thank you anyway for you support, Blue. :3

I can sooo relate to this.::(: I wish I could pay someone to "set up" my car (brakes etc) so that I could die in a horrible car accident running into a tree or building on the side of the highway.
However no one knows it was intentional, because it was ruled as "mechanical failure".

Nah, I wouldn't want that to happen. You're far too good a person to die in such a violent manor. I think we all think like that from time to time, but in the end it's going to be worth all the struggling.
 
Nah, I wouldn't want that to happen. You're far too good a person to die in such a violent manor. I think we all think like that from time to time, but in the end it's going to be worth all the struggling.

awww thanks puma. I am just sick of waiting for it to be worth all the struggling.
anyway, I am glad to hear you feel that you can manage to continue with your job afterall :)
 

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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awww thanks puma. I am just sick of waiting for it to be worth all the struggling.
anyway, I am glad to hear you feel that you can manage to continue with your job afterall :)

I feel the same, BUT it will be. It CAN be now. But our thoughts and yeah situations make it not; but... yeah. Idk my minds a wasteland atm cant think clearly.

Puma nice comeback; tho you can fix it running away if you're running towards something better. =)
 

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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i completely get that...i feel like no matter what i do now to feel better im gonna feel this way the rest of my life so whats the point!its like fighting a battle im never going to win

Im not one to answer really, because like many, I share those feelings many times too.

It's sad tho many ppl are young here and feel this way... plenty of life to live and find what the point is. Ive found it before; and lost it; and got caught up in my self-wallowing and now finding the point again - not an easy process. Just know no one here is alone in this. =)

(PS: TWO monkeys! Oooohhh you two should talk? ;)
 

lunarla

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Slept for 12 hours and missed classes. Feel like I just wanna sleep for 12 more too.
 
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Deus_Ex_Lemur

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Slept for 12 hours and missed classes. Feel like I just wanna sleep for 12 more too.

a long day/night of socializing + blueberry green tea and honey + Nyquil + bed late + procrastinating HW = bad combination for the next day =)

Meanwhile I haven't even begun my paper yet.
 
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