How are you feeling?

KiaKaha

Banned
Left out, fed up, tired, pissed off, misunderstood, lonely, bored, poor, unnoticed, unliked, angry, resentful, isolated and hopeless.

Goodnight all...and to those in the northern hemisphere have a nice day :)
 

DanFC

Well-known member
Crappy, inferior, inadequate

I feel as if I'm averagely good at quite a few things but really good at nothing :rolleyes: Everytime I do something I feel quite pleased with, I'll see someone else doing far better and I'm left miserable and filled with self loathing ::(:

There will almost always be someone better at something (and worse), but I think we got to measure ourselves introspectively. If you do something and it's a positive step for you, no matter what it is or how small the action is, then feel good about it ^_^
 

Square_Eyes

Well-known member
Crappy, inferior, inadequate

I feel as if I'm averagely good at quite a few things but really good at nothing :rolleyes: Everytime I do something I feel quite pleased with, I'll see someone else doing far better and I'm left miserable and filled with self loathing ::(:

I feel like this about everything I do. In fact, it's pretty much destroyed what little confidence I ever had in my music writing ability. I'm forever in awe of the talent that's being displayed by other people all around me. It's suffocating and soul-destroying.
 
Crappy, inferior, inadequate

I feel as if I'm averagely good at quite a few things but really good at nothing :rolleyes: Everytime I do something I feel quite pleased with, I'll see someone else doing far better and I'm left miserable and filled with self loathing ::(:

Believe me, I've seen your artwork and sculptures and they are very good indeed.
 

Danfalc

Banned
Feeling pleased with myself.Got my ass into gear today.Despite my sleeping pattern being In a funk I got myself up at 6 this morning so I would have plenty of time to get ready for c.b.t

It went well and I'm looking forward to starting to face my fears.Even managed to walk the 2/3 miles back home afterwards,and walked though town without feeling too anxious.
 

vj288

not actually Fiona Apple
Very relieved. I had a really good workout today in the gym for track, but I'm relieved I didn't throw up. Doing cool-down streches I was on the verge, out of no where.(I mean super close) If that happened I would have been a wreck, an anxious wreck.
 

Kiwong

Well-known member
My anxious thoughts aren't quite as bad at the moment. I've been out of the office and out of the town I live in. I don't have to worry about bumping into a person who has shwon me nothing but spitefullness for almost 2 years now. I saw her walking up the mall the other day, usually would just try to smile but say hello. This time I looked at her and said nothing. She scratched her nose, and turned away. I also realised that I've been doing plenty in my life, and that the opinion of two others who have seen the worst in me is not worth so much worry. I think about how to react to these people in the future and I don;t knwo what to do.
 
Just had a conversation with someone on YouTube. It was the kind of person that just makes you want to scratch out your own eyes and bite of your own ears just so you don't have to hear and acknowledge his/her uneducated and judgmental opinions anymore.

Though, I remained respectful throughout the whole conversation, and after he kept insulting me and kept being very condescending I just kinda bid him a good day and told him I wasn't going to reply anymore.

At one hand I'm proud how I finished it, but at the other I am very disappointed that that kind of people exist. Ah well, jerks will be jerks. :3
 
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