How are you feeling?

planemo

Well-known member
I guess I should be asleep. But I don't feel tired now. Man, life is really boring when you're too afraid to try things, and don't have a life.
 

anomicdeer

Well-known member
....sometimes I feel that my life will end soon. Not actually dying. But I just don't feel that anything will be happening... maybe I'll even wandering off somewhere.

But... I feel horrible because sometimes I forget what people say right after they say something and I am usually paying attention or maybe I am trying to pay attention but I'm not. It's really annoying and embarrassing...
 

Devrium

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Confused. I wish I could understand how men think. I wish I didn't have to over complicate and over think everything and taint it with my estrogen. This sucks...
 

Pink_Paula

Well-known member
Not sure what to think right now..I've been discharged from my head shrink,as he feels he's tried everything that he really can and I haven't showed any progress,so it's back to my normal doctors.

Been sort of discharged from another place which I get support from..Had a long talk with them today.And the Doctor was really nice and understanding.But he said that he didn't think anyone knew what else to try with me,I haven't been responding to medication or therapy.

I know they it isn't what they said..but I feel like I've been branded a lost cause.I know medication or therapy was never going to be some miracle cure.And I should now rely on myself to get myself better...But I can hardly rely on myself to keep struggling with this **** from day to day.

I've been like this for years,and I'm starting to think I might always be like this and I don't think I want to live like this for the rest of my life.I just don't have the energy.

I know you must be feeling lost and let down right now but you ARE strong enough to get passed this, you know how much the NHS sucks up there, it's not a personal attack on you it's probably to do with money or something. I know that's no help to you, but don't give up, you've dealt with so much, this is just a blip. Eff them and prove them wrong! sorry to reply to your post just when i read what you wrote i got a wee bit worried!
 

lyricalliaisons

Well-known member
Depressed & anxious, but glad because my mom is finally supposed to be coming home tomorrow. She's been gone since February 11th (hospital until Feb. 19th & nursing home since).
 
Confused. I wish I could understand how men think. I wish I didn't have to over complicate and over think everything and taint it with my estrogen. This sucks...

Well, different men are different. Every person is just another human being trying to make sense of things based on what he or she has learned. And you're not tainting anything. You're just trying your best.
 

Lea

Banned
My heart problem shows again, I wouldn't wonder if I get that heart attack once. My father will be finally happy that he got rid of me.
 

davidburke

Well-known member
very tired i just want to sleep
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Kind of guilty
- though not sure if I've anythin' to feel guilty about... :-/
Eh ~ I'm prolly just bein' paranoid!

On the plus side I'm on the waiting list for the SA course in Dublin
- AND its on a wednesday or thursday so won't interfere with Civil Defense!
 
How inconsistent am I? I feel yet another tornado brewing. It always seems as if I'm not suitable for anything clean or beneficial. I find ways of hurting.
 

AimeeSP

Well-known member
Quite down today my dad has lost his job and now he's started drinking which is never good for dad or anyone when they're feeling low. I'm helping him the best i can but what can an unemployed, uneducated near enough 18 year old do? ::(:
I'm trying though. He needs a new bike to get to his weekend job so i'm giving him mine and i've also asked him to meet up with me next week in a place to eat that has free wifi so i can bring my laptop and so he can look for new jobs to apply for. His weekend job is no where near enough money to live on. I get so upset when people are down. I try my best to help but when it's not enough i get really down myself. ::(:

On the plus side it's been an okay week so far i've got out more than i usually do. I'm also seeing some friends in the pub friday, yay. :) really nervous though hope it aint packed! Also got a filling on my tooth to be done tomorrow, grrr! ::p:
 

mrb

Well-known member
just found out today my boss is not making me redundant ... mixed feelings about it as i was just going to move to ireland to be with my gf hmmm ill be staying in england till the end of the year now , then ill go to ireland
 
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