Today I've cried a sea of tears..they just came out..couldn't stopped crying. I guess everything 'accumulated'. My SA, my isolation, loneliness...and plus that some boy played with me. I feel so stupid. I was so naive again. In past few months there wasn't one single boy who wanted me except for one thing..we all know what it was. Some of them was so slimy and asked me directly. I don't dress provocatively and stuff like that..I just can't belive that no one have noticed that I'm a 'good girl' and that I can offer so much more than just sex. I'm avare this is not a 'love forum' but that's a big problem for me and makes me very depressed..