How are you feeling?

Terrified.

Housemate just smashed something off her door, full force.

That only means one thing!

Severe anger and she's gonna murder me!

Okay thats two things....



Sorry for spamming this thread but i have to!
 
If she harms me in any way, I wont be the one calling the police!
Though in saying that I'm quite frightened..


Need a hand illumination?

I just don't feel equipped for love, when love is all I want. I'm so possessive, jealous and paranoid in relationships (for good reason, considering my past), but it kills, nonetheless. I don't want to be that guy. I guess I have serious abandonment issues.

It's like the more serious a relationship becomes, the harder it gets for me.
 
I just don't feel equipped for love, when love is all I want. I'm so possessive, jealous and paranoid in relationships (for good reason, considering my past), but it kills, nonetheless. I don't want to be that guy. I guess I have serious abandonment issues.

It's like the more serious a relationship becomes, the harder it gets for me.

I know the feeling. Serious trust issues yeah? Even if youve no reason not to trust someone. You could try and keep the fact youre jealous from whoever you're with. To avoid fights etc.

Though thats easier said than done and im not the best example!
 
Thanks, honestly. I just can't take it anymore.

I understand completely!
I think it might be an SA thing.
We don't think we're good enough to be people's one and only so find it hard to trust them.
Just a theory - i could be wrong. But if you think about it, maybe its just automatic negative thinking making you feel as if its bound to go wrong..
 
I understand completely!
I think it might be an SA thing.
We don't think we're good enough to be people's one and only so find it hard to trust them.
Just a theory - i could be wrong. But if you think about it, maybe its just automatic negative thinking making you feel as if its bound to go wrong..

Yeah, I mean, people find reasons to love me and have their own reasons... it's just a matter of convincing myself that I'm enough. I know that my automatic
thoughts aren't accurate. Luckily, this person in particular appears to understand and isn't going anywhere, believing in me.
 
Yeah, I mean, people find reasons to love me and have their own reasons... it's just a matter of convincing myself that I'm enough. I know that my automatic
thoughts aren't accurate. Luckily, this person in particular appears to understand and isn't going anywhere, believing in me.

Thank God for that. People usually don't understand and get mad.
I doubt you've anything to worry about though!
 

lef09012

Well-known member
Gloomy. Don't want to go to work tomorrow.

have been binge eating thesedays, so it worsened my feeling.


Yup. Feel crap!
 

AimeeSP

Well-known member
damn! someone was sick enough to rent the exorcism of emily rose before me;P and I had to go with Orphan, but it was good :p

Ahhh scary! i had nightmares for days hehe! I always get nightmares when i watch scary movies especially at night time, but i'm so curious to watch them that i do anyway hehe. :rolleyes:
 
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