Just living a useless life, the past 6 or so years i've accompolished nothing. Who said your teen years are suppose to be the best years of your life? Sod that. :

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I have this big problem too. I always look at everything around me and think "
what the hell am I doing with myself?" after awhile BUT, yes you are young. I mean, I'm young too, lol. But not everything is going to just fall into the way we want it. It takes time, dedication and patience. Believe me, I've been out of school a year and I've got nothing to show for it but I will here soon starting college. Just another step, something new to keep in mind. Give yourself things to look forward to so you're not disappointed by what you don't have right now at the moment. I think instant gratification is quite common with people dealing with SA. I feel as if I don't get everything I want now or have life going to the way I'd like it right this second I'll never have it. I just want that secure feeling that things are going right but once again, patience is a virtue....and something we all lack sometimes :

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In fact I was just telling someone that I was tired of doing the same thing all the time, even if it's different, it's not really. I'm tired of living this cooped up little life sometimes. In good time when I can I'm going to make something happen for myself or else all I'll do is sit here and wish I had. You feel sad now but I promise things get better, you're super sweet and nice too. Things are bound to come your way
