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Beatrice
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Not sure. But still very bored and lonely.
How are you feeling?
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thegunners21
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Feel great, summer has finally hit toronto. Played some basketball today 
BlueDays
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You mean like Bicentennial Man?...But then you would have to live until someone disabled you, maybe forever!
EscapeArtist
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Very lonely. I am listening to the delightful OMDs though. They always take my guards down. I think I could even die peacefully to the sound of them with minimal fear. If it were possible to sleep and live in a dream of choice, with music. ...oh, ifs are so dangerous. -eye roll, at idealism.-
Funny how loneliness, what feels so deep and cold, can be so addictive and comfortable
it's that being-out-in-cold-water-with-a-great-view-of-the-land
Funny how loneliness, what feels so deep and cold, can be so addictive and comfortable
it's that being-out-in-cold-water-with-a-great-view-of-the-land
Deus_Ex_Lemur
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You mean like Bicentennial Man?...But then you would have to live until someone disabled you, maybe forever!
Such a great movie!
emerald_star733
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~yawns~sleepy.. i woke up early, and it is still early enough here to get some more sleep, be back later...
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Beatrice
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I want to escape all the decisions I've made, my reputation(s), and my anxiety and depression. I'm really tired of my life and I really don't know where to go from here. They say take it one day at a time, but if you are and you're not enjoying each day, and so far it hasn't gotten you to a place where you ARE enjoying life.... what's the point?
Can't figure it out. Not sure what to do.
Oh yeah, have to keep searching for the right therapy and blah blah. Which seems like BS but I don't know.... whatever.
My mind is a jumbled mess; all confusion. Worried all the time, depressed way too often. Getting tired of trying to focus on the positives, tired of hearing the platitudes, tired of the "be grateful you're....." Yeah. I get it. Thanks. Doesn't exactly help my situation though.
Oh yeah, and it's made that much worse by people that just piss you off to your CORE. Toxic, juvenile, blind-to-their-faults people. Rage is corrosive, I know. And I have a lot of it. Guess that's why that one girl in high school called me bitter. Maybe if she knew what it was like......
Can't figure it out. Not sure what to do.
Oh yeah, have to keep searching for the right therapy and blah blah. Which seems like BS but I don't know.... whatever.
My mind is a jumbled mess; all confusion. Worried all the time, depressed way too often. Getting tired of trying to focus on the positives, tired of hearing the platitudes, tired of the "be grateful you're....." Yeah. I get it. Thanks. Doesn't exactly help my situation though.
Oh yeah, and it's made that much worse by people that just piss you off to your CORE. Toxic, juvenile, blind-to-their-faults people. Rage is corrosive, I know. And I have a lot of it. Guess that's why that one girl in high school called me bitter. Maybe if she knew what it was like......
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idk..mixed feelings.
Not too good though
Not too good though
nevermeant
New member
Just really anxious. (no ****?)
MollyBeGood
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caller id then you can screen the calls and don't have to make an excuse? Thats what I do anyways. But yeah then i stop getting invited so it's tricky got show up sometimes.
BlueDays
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Yay to that Beatrice!!
I have been taking it "one day at a time" (consciously), for 31 years.
I am still no better off in terms of enjoying life then I was when I started.
wtf!?I am still waiting for the day when I can say "I enjoy my life"
CosmicNeurotica
Banned
very lonely and depressed
brokenfingers04
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Can't last forever
coyote
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i hear they make a pill for that
brokenfingers04
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hahaha very funny