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My grandmother fell again. She broke her pelvis this time. Of course I'm hoping she gets better, but there is this voice in the back of my head hoping that she gets put out of her misery. Is that wrong? I don't actively want her to die. I just.... I know that she hates what time has done to her and I don't want her to continue to live a life she despises.
 

Graeme1988

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My grandmother fell again. She broke her pelvis this time. Of course I'm hoping she gets better, but there is this voice in the back of my head hoping that she gets put out of her misery. Is that wrong? I don't actively want her to die. I just.... I know that she hates what time has done to her and I don't want her to continue to live a life she despises.

Sorry to hear that, superfluouslyme. I know you don't want your grandmother to die, you just don't want to see her suffering, that all. So that voice in the back of your head is quite understandable. No-one wants to see a loved-one slowly going downhill, physically. Sorry, I don't want else to say...
 

Nathália

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My grandmother fell again. She broke her pelvis this time. Of course I'm hoping she gets better, but there is this voice in the back of my head hoping that she gets put out of her misery. Is that wrong? I don't actively want her to die. I just.... I know that she hates what time has done to her and I don't want her to continue to live a life she despises.

That's terrible, sorry superfluously.
 

MikeyC

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My grandmother fell again. She broke her pelvis this time. Of course I'm hoping she gets better, but there is this voice in the back of my head hoping that she gets put out of her misery. Is that wrong? I don't actively want her to die. I just.... I know that she hates what time has done to her and I don't want her to continue to live a life she despises.
I have these exact same thoughts about my grandmother. I'm sorry.
 

dean01

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got messed around by my doc today after being left in the waiting room for 45 mins, i could feel myself getting more anxious my mind was racing and when i pulled my phone out to see the time it was soaking wet from where ide been sweating so much. i got up and left in the end which makes me feel like ive let myself down today .
 

Lea

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I feel pretty much like ****. It´s still the same crap every day, and to what purpose. Just to survive as if the world wasn´t overpopulated anyway. Makes no sense at all. I still feel more and more often a reason for taking Tramadol, still take pretty little but as it often is in life, everything ends up worse than it was, so I suspect it might perhaps get out of hand one day??
 

MikeyC

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Feel like garbage. Not going to be a good day and it's 8:30am here. I can't deal with anyone today. I want to sit alone and eat chocolate and listen to music. Too depressed.
 

outofthisworld

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just broke up with my gf... i know i'm making a mistake.. but i'm so drained at the moment that i need to do other things that are more important for me in the present:thinking:
 

MikeyC

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just broke up with my gf... i know i'm making a mistake.. but i'm so drained at the moment that i need to do other things that are more important for me in the present:thinking:
You have to do what you think is right, and sometimes that can be letting go of relationships. I hope she took that okay.

Well, I'm still feeling like yesterday's bowel movement. I think I might nap or something. Just to escape reality even for a moment.
 

Nathália

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Feel like garbage. Not going to be a good day and it's 8:30am here. I can't deal with anyone today. I want to sit alone and eat chocolate and listen to music. Too depressed.

Aww. I understand how you feel, it's okay sometimes one just need sometime to just think and relax.

just broke up with my gf... i know i'm making a mistake.. but i'm so drained at the moment that i need to do other things that are more important for me in the present:thinking:

I hope she's okay, but I think you did the right thing if you feel it's getting to you at the moment to where you feel overwhelmed.

I feel pretty much like ****. It´s still the same crap every day, and to what purpose. Just to survive as if the world wasn´t overpopulated anyway. Makes no sense at all. I still feel more and more often a reason for taking Tramadol, still take pretty little but as it often is in life, everything ends up worse than it was, so I suspect it might perhaps get out of hand one day??

The mad circle, cabin fever, the 9-5 day in and day or whatever. Feeling stuck can drive you mad, sorry Lea
 

MikeyC

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Aww. I understand how you feel, it's okay sometimes one just need sometime to just think and relax.
Absolutely. It's now the end of the day and I don't feel any better. If anything I feel worse. I want to just die.

How are you doing? Hopefully well.
 
Feel like garbage. Not going to be a good day and it's 8:30am here. I can't deal with anyone today. I want to sit alone and eat chocolate and listen to music. Too depressed.

Sorry to read you are not feeling so great atm Mikey.:sad:
Yep, it is amazing what some yummy serotonin inducing food and some great music can do.:thumbup:



I am exhausted. There are things I want/need to do each day, but my legs are ready to collapse by the early afternoon. :/
 
A little tired (having trouble falling asleep still and consequently not getting enough of it), but otherwise I'm feeling remarkably well.

This is now going on my third day of a predominantly plant-based diet. I'm not technically going to be a vegetarian or vegan, but I will only eat meat occasionally, and dairy products maybe a few times a week. We'll see how it goes over time. Already, despite the lack of sleep, I feel like I have more energy - but that's probably a mental thing because I'm excited about my lifestyle changes and my future.

I still have a lot to do.
 
^ I'm having (well, still having) sleeping problems as well. Sucks, don't it?

My grandmother's surgery went well. But, having broken her pelvis, I have to imagine that this is the last straw. My mom and her sisters are surely going to insist for the last time that she move into some kind of assisted living home. If she keeps this up, she'll break every bone in her body. It feels like she's halfway there already.

I have a headache and no desire to do anything.
 

I'm Not There

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I've been trying for months now to approach random people in the streets, but I've failed literally dozens of times, not once have I succeeded. Each additional time that I fail gets me depressed for at least a day or two.

I don't give up, however. I keep trying. I just don't know whether this means that I'm really naive or that I have a tremendous amount of willpower.
 
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