I haven't really posted on here for a while, but my life is going on.
My weight-loss journey is still continuing. I am at present still eating paleo. I have been slacking for the last few weeks, and my weight is dropping too slowly. But even so this week I managed to drop to 82 kg. It is what I weighed in my last year at school when I was 18 years old.
My fitness part has stopped for a while, I went to a Taekwando class, and on the first night fell badly, cracked a rib and sprained my hand. The ribs got right eventually but my hand is still bad 10 weeks after the fall. I cannot even use scissors.
I have also been trying some other things. I have been doing Scottish showers for the past 13 weeks. Starting of hot and then turning the water cold after washing.
And I've been keeping a journal since the beginning of the year. It is not much, a small bit of writing every day but it is the habit that counts.
And I have started taking some Omega 3 supplements. I haven't seen any improvement so far, bull will keep it up for another months or two.
I am emotionally on an even keel these days. My mind sometimes run away with me, but I do not lose my temper at all. It is extremely restful.
Next on my to-do list is getting an exercise routine going again. Running is still out of the question, my plantar fasciitis is still giving trouble, I am keeping an eye out for a second hand rowing machine. I did get some weights, and are looking at some weight lifting routines for when my hand is healed.
I do lurk around the forums, and do try occasionally to impart some bits of wisdom, but sometimes others do it so much better than I can.
One thing I have realized over the last year is how much things can happen if you do small changes at a time.
Small steps, baby steps.
That yes, you do your best every single day, but it is not the same best all the time. Some days you can be awesome, do a whole load of stuff and rock the world, and on other days it takes your best effort to do even the smallest things.
And that it is important for you to remember that in both cases your are doing your best you are capable of at the moment. That I have carried with me ever since, remembering it first time now in long, long time.
Self compassionate, encouraging and wise.