lonely_drummer
Well-known member
Hi everyone. I'm Cody, I don't know if u guys remember me. I was a frequent user over a year ago. I suffered social anxiety and began really trying to cure myself. I went to Svalbard, a northern Norwegian island with a random group of people. I then decided after I came back to simply disappear from society. I realized that raw nature was the only thing making me somewhat happy. I hitchhiked to the Yukon and wandered among the mountains. I packed all my gear into one bag and lived in the mountains for 7 months. Then I traveled from coast to coast in Canada. I went over 18000 km in 4 months. Allowed myself to open up to people along the way. I met the most interesting yet some of them being really messed up people. Learnt a lot about life. And I just simply want to share this with you. I have returned to society and I am feeling the pressures once again. I feel lonely here yet I'm surrounded by people. When I was living in the mountains, I felt so at peace and had no need for human contact, but now I crave it yet dont receive it. Its sooo freakin hard!!! I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense, I'm really weird right one. This is a good place and I like everyone here