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OK, i have to vent. these thoughts been going through my mind for the last couple hours.
So Im in this one art class, it meets 2x a week for 3 hours each.
In this art class, ive been tryin to be more social because 1. im trying to change myself to be more social obviously ( i suffer from mild social anx/ and shyness) 2. there are alot more girls than guys in this class
Anyways, since the beginning this one shy girl caught my eye.
However she is painfully shy. English is also not her native language so keep this in mind.
ANyways the past few weeks, Ive somewhat approached her, just saying hi and asking the usual questions college kids ask each other (where u from, what major etc)
However her answers are usually very short and sometimes when i try to ask a funny question or something, she makes this cute laugh/noise instead of actually answering.
There is this connection i feel with her though, throughout class we sometimes glance at each other and she gives me a bright eyed sincere smile that just makes me weak to the knees. I'd think if she was so shy, she would avoid eye contact like so many other girls. However. she rarely rarely initiates conversations, i usually start and she replies with a quick answer (could this be the language barrier? shes scared that her accent/lack of fluency is embarassing?)
anyways about a week ago, i asked her for a favor (share lockers so i dont have to buy a lock) and after that i distinctly said "thanks, ill buy u coffee or something" (my way of initiating a "date")
she replied with the usual shy reply "no problem, its ok u dont have to"
fine, i sorta expected that.
a week or so goes by, some general chatting and smile exchanges.
Today, i finally summoned the courage to brg it up again "so when do u want that coffee?"
once again she says "oh its ok"
at this pt i sorta jumble with my words and ask "u sure?".... "no?"
she acts confused and then some girl walks into our area so i sadly turn back to my work and act depressed the rest of class.
after the end of class, its only me and her cleanin up ironically and im sorta dejected and dont say anything. she actually intiates light conversation askin bout class and i give a short reply. Gettin the courage to ask her for coffee again drained my energy. i say bye and abruptly leave.
one more thing, could me talkin to other girls in class somewhat turn her off? ive been trying to make small chat with other girls to increase my confidence/social behaviors but im not interested in any except her. I hope she sees that i get out of my way to talk to her only while the other girls are just in the moment type.
now my question is to you guys:
do you think she is intereted or not in giong out for coffee? but is saying i dont have to pay for her? i assumed that but i thought asking the 2nd time would convince her to say yes. I thought about saying "oh you can pay for urself then" but that seems lame and somewhat rude lol.
what do you guys think i should approach this? For some reason, i cant get her off my mind. I think it's because im attracted to shy girls (being shy myself) and its so rare to see a shy AND attractive girl.
I was thinking though to try to suggest getting a bite after class to eat, and defintely not mention the free coffee or me paying anymore. But Im afraid that she is so damn shy, i wont get a direct response for her and end up looking liek a desperate fool. I definitely dont want to scare her off.
yeah basically after that class, i was pissed at myself for not being smooth in talking to her. I really should have shown that i wanted to have coffee with her, and no pressure in who is paying.
to top it off, the stupid bus driver somehow didnt see me waving as he passed me... had to wait 15more minutes for next one
thanks for reading, gonna go take out frustration by liftin weights
So Im in this one art class, it meets 2x a week for 3 hours each.
In this art class, ive been tryin to be more social because 1. im trying to change myself to be more social obviously ( i suffer from mild social anx/ and shyness) 2. there are alot more girls than guys in this class
Anyways, since the beginning this one shy girl caught my eye.
However she is painfully shy. English is also not her native language so keep this in mind.
ANyways the past few weeks, Ive somewhat approached her, just saying hi and asking the usual questions college kids ask each other (where u from, what major etc)
However her answers are usually very short and sometimes when i try to ask a funny question or something, she makes this cute laugh/noise instead of actually answering.
There is this connection i feel with her though, throughout class we sometimes glance at each other and she gives me a bright eyed sincere smile that just makes me weak to the knees. I'd think if she was so shy, she would avoid eye contact like so many other girls. However. she rarely rarely initiates conversations, i usually start and she replies with a quick answer (could this be the language barrier? shes scared that her accent/lack of fluency is embarassing?)
anyways about a week ago, i asked her for a favor (share lockers so i dont have to buy a lock) and after that i distinctly said "thanks, ill buy u coffee or something" (my way of initiating a "date")
she replied with the usual shy reply "no problem, its ok u dont have to"
fine, i sorta expected that.
a week or so goes by, some general chatting and smile exchanges.
Today, i finally summoned the courage to brg it up again "so when do u want that coffee?"
once again she says "oh its ok"
at this pt i sorta jumble with my words and ask "u sure?".... "no?"
she acts confused and then some girl walks into our area so i sadly turn back to my work and act depressed the rest of class.
after the end of class, its only me and her cleanin up ironically and im sorta dejected and dont say anything. she actually intiates light conversation askin bout class and i give a short reply. Gettin the courage to ask her for coffee again drained my energy. i say bye and abruptly leave.
one more thing, could me talkin to other girls in class somewhat turn her off? ive been trying to make small chat with other girls to increase my confidence/social behaviors but im not interested in any except her. I hope she sees that i get out of my way to talk to her only while the other girls are just in the moment type.
now my question is to you guys:
do you think she is intereted or not in giong out for coffee? but is saying i dont have to pay for her? i assumed that but i thought asking the 2nd time would convince her to say yes. I thought about saying "oh you can pay for urself then" but that seems lame and somewhat rude lol.
what do you guys think i should approach this? For some reason, i cant get her off my mind. I think it's because im attracted to shy girls (being shy myself) and its so rare to see a shy AND attractive girl.
I was thinking though to try to suggest getting a bite after class to eat, and defintely not mention the free coffee or me paying anymore. But Im afraid that she is so damn shy, i wont get a direct response for her and end up looking liek a desperate fool. I definitely dont want to scare her off.
yeah basically after that class, i was pissed at myself for not being smooth in talking to her. I really should have shown that i wanted to have coffee with her, and no pressure in who is paying.
to top it off, the stupid bus driver somehow didnt see me waving as he passed me... had to wait 15more minutes for next one
thanks for reading, gonna go take out frustration by liftin weights
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