I spent some time on this forum back in 2012 / 13 but things have been pretty bad lately so ... I'm back. It's weird but just reading some posts yesterday calmed me down in a way that I didn't expect (shared misery / I'm not the only one etc ). Back then I thought life couldn't be more difficult.. and future selon is probably going to feel the same way about contemporary selon. How I wish I could just stop the time and THINK and BREATHE and snap out of it. Anyways thanks for reading this and all the best!