I've been giving this a try for several weeks now. But today, I couldn't fake it for some reason. I broke down in tears, while in class. I couldn't muster the strength to fake it. I was so awkward with my classmates. I was gonna go talk to a dude who left my group but didn't have the courage to, plus I didn't know what to say.
I was in a team and one girl started saying, "Hi my name is [name], nice to meet you" and she extended out her hand. I got embarassed because she was speaking so loudly, and with so much confidence. In my head, I was going "please be quieter!" But whatever, I introduced myself and shook her hands, then I heard laughter, probably because I did so horribly.
Then, at the end of class, the team got together to talk about the days they could meet. I wanted to say Friday and weekend but couldn't speak up for some reason. Teleconference would be preferred but I also didn't say that. I just stood there and observed.
Well, even though my performance was horrible as h*ll, at least I cooperated.
I was in a team and one girl started saying, "Hi my name is [name], nice to meet you" and she extended out her hand. I got embarassed because she was speaking so loudly, and with so much confidence. In my head, I was going "please be quieter!" But whatever, I introduced myself and shook her hands, then I heard laughter, probably because I did so horribly.
Then, at the end of class, the team got together to talk about the days they could meet. I wanted to say Friday and weekend but couldn't speak up for some reason. Teleconference would be preferred but I also didn't say that. I just stood there and observed.
Well, even though my performance was horrible as h*ll, at least I cooperated.