shakethelight
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Stigma i suppose. I was recieving treatment for depression around 2007 but i began to feel better so i went to my dr and came off the meds. I've been in a relapse now since 2010 or so a few months after stopping treatment. I can't remember the last time i've been genuinely happy, i might get a few moments of happiness some days but it does not last. I don't know how to laugh anymore, i just fake laugh/smile when i feel i have to.::
Thats what a lot of people experience, they start to feel better than stop treatment. I would take my meds, feel better, stop & spiral into a deep depression. It's taking me a while to get the right combo going but there is hope if you stick with it.
You shouldn't be embarassed by seeking help. A lot of people suffer form some form of mental illness. And you are deserving of the best quaility of life possible. You just need to accept that this is apart of your life. I hope you find some happiness. again.
@cowboy. My doctor recently put me on Adderall for add & its helping me tremendously. I can think clearly. I am more calm. My anxiety has really went down too. Overall I just feel level out. The only downside is you are always thirsty & really have to force yourself to eat.
I would get the courage to ask your doctor about it. Maybe ask if you just try it out for a week & see how you feel.