I dont like to be reminded of the idiots that live on my street that cause me anxiety , this one person that walks past ( he acts like a thug, whistels and shouts and throws stones and spits when he walks) when i see him , he makes my blood boil and my anxiety hit the roof, i hate living like this, i try to love him as jesus would, but i am not ready to open my curtains yet :
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Another reason is people seeing in, knowing im home, so if they knock my door i cant hide and pretend im out
From experience at ignoring the door knocking, and having curtains open....they have a habit of coming upto the window and looking through the net curtain with there fat faces pressed up the window pane , stretching there neck and squinting there eyes to try and see any signs of life and then begin to bang the window
I HATE IT WHEN THEY DO THAT STUFF....what gives them the right????
I would never do that to someone else