I really have no idea
Just when I think I might look ok, I catch a glimpse of my reflection and am horrified by what I see
What he said.
I really have no idea
Just when I think I might look ok, I catch a glimpse of my reflection and am horrified by what I see
No idea. I've always been shy and awkward. Would always self loath and focus on every imperfection thinking I'm not good enough. Always thought it was going to take someone kind and accepting to accept me as I am. Only one girl ever showed me any interest and she moved away shortly after a first date. It's hard with the social anxiety, fear of rejection. Just want to find somebody you can just be around and not have to be some kind of superman. I think women are in search of that strong man that can take care of them and be their rock. It's a fight anymore just to find a decent job, then the wait to get a car, the apartment, etc. Life seems to be just about patience and endurance more than anything. Whether it be in my 30's or 40's I will eventually get the car, the apartment or house, and hopefully find love. Got to work for everything though. Even harder with a mental disorder. Putting yourself out there and forcing yourself to do things you don't want to do but need to do. I wish the world was a more positive and social environment.