MotherWolff felt normal as a little girl. But as MotherWolff hit puberty that's when the normalness went far, far away....
I am normal. It's everyone else who's screwed up.
nor·mal (nôrml)
adj.
1. Conforming with, adhering to, or constituting a norm, standard, pattern, level, or type; typical: normal room temperature; one's normal weight; normal diplomatic relations.
2. Biology Functioning or occurring in a natural way; lacking observable abnormalities or deficiencies.
3. Abbr. n or N Chemistry
a. Designating a solution having one gram equivalent weight of solute per liter of solution.
b. Designating an aliphatic hydrocarbon having a straight and unbranched chain of carbon atoms.
4. Mathematics
a. Being at right angles; perpendicular.
b. Perpendicular to the direction of a tangent line to a curve or a tangent plane to a surface.
5.
a. Relating to or characterized by average intelligence or development.
b. Free from mental illness; sane.
n.
1. Something normal; the standard: scored close to the normal.
2. The usual or expected state, form, amount, or degree.
3.
a. Correspondence to a norm.
b. An average.
4. Mathematics A perpendicular, especially a perpendicular to a line tangent to a plane curve or to a plane tangent to a space curve.
Not everybody else, since I am also normal. (For some of the following definitions anyway.)
b. Perpendicular to the direction of a tangent line to a curve or a tangent plane to a surface.
I've been continuously becoming more and more "normal" over the years, and I'd say that right now I feel the closest to normal that I've ever been. It could just be, though, that I've learned how to make my weirdness work for me. I use a lot of humor and sarcasm regarding myself/make fun of my own strangeness. My inability to fit in is now seen more often as cute or endearing, whereas it used to be very off-putting. When I make jokes about my awkwardness or openly address the fact that I speak slowly and quietly or can't speak while looking someone in the eye, people seem to realize I'm a real human with some level of self-awareness instead of some semi-retard who's completely unaware that she's making everyone uncomfortable just by being present.