ive wanted to, yea. My family is huge, theres somthign like 70 of us in the province west of here, and weer all close and tight knit and no one has any idea how draining it is for me to be ni a huge family gathering, and because i live further away, its rarer to see me, and everyone wants a piece of me. Heck, at my wedding, me and my wife felt like the royal families WIll and Kate, it was REALLY overwhelming!!!.
As such, ive ended up withdrawing. Some of them i really wish we didnt have to see because of my anxiety.