chris11
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About four months ago, I was in my dimly lit basement, where my cat usually loiters around, taking in the shade. We had known for about 1 month that she had some kind of tumor, and just the night before, she had defacated on my parent's bed. As I wachter her, worrying that she was in some kind of pain, she abrubtly proceeded to squeel and run to the corner of the room and **** on the hard wood floor. We had her put down that day. I KNOW that that was the right thing to do; she was clearly in pain, and if we waited any longer then that pain would become excruciating. We took her to a sympathetic vet, who was clearly quite emotionaly involved in these situations--and rightly so. People love their pets.
However, in my case, I cared more about that cat than any living organism. More than my family, friend, or myself. THat cat could be relied on to cheer me up, greeting me with a friendly meow, wanting to sit on my chest. That made a huge impact on my life, this animial made my life seem worth something. BTW I have asperger's (with SP)and I'm supposedly gifted intellectualy; I'm working with a professor over the summer on some research she has been doing. Of course, what everyone dosen't know is how little I think of myself. Hah! and I don't even have a cat.
Moreover, since the cat death, I have been taking to not being able to sleep, which I have been treating with zopiclone stonlen from my stepmom. Moreover, I was once addicted to this drug; however, the way I am using it is unlikly to lead to too much tolerence and the stress I'm under now isn't nearly of the same intensity as before (EXTREEM PAINIC ATTACKS....). Meanwhile, I'm recomending her an exclenent Murakami book to read.
My friend isn't very much like me at all (he's quite a simpleton, and I don't mean that in a bad way, I mean it in a good way). I value his freindship enormously, however, I need a friend or relationship partner that I can relate to. Furthemroe, I don't have the skills required to start such a partnership.
I have no one to relate to. I have no cat. I have one friend who is very diffrent from I. I have never been in a romantic relationship of any kind, and I hav eno idea how these even devolop. End rant.
However, in my case, I cared more about that cat than any living organism. More than my family, friend, or myself. THat cat could be relied on to cheer me up, greeting me with a friendly meow, wanting to sit on my chest. That made a huge impact on my life, this animial made my life seem worth something. BTW I have asperger's (with SP)and I'm supposedly gifted intellectualy; I'm working with a professor over the summer on some research she has been doing. Of course, what everyone dosen't know is how little I think of myself. Hah! and I don't even have a cat.
Moreover, since the cat death, I have been taking to not being able to sleep, which I have been treating with zopiclone stonlen from my stepmom. Moreover, I was once addicted to this drug; however, the way I am using it is unlikly to lead to too much tolerence and the stress I'm under now isn't nearly of the same intensity as before (EXTREEM PAINIC ATTACKS....). Meanwhile, I'm recomending her an exclenent Murakami book to read.
My friend isn't very much like me at all (he's quite a simpleton, and I don't mean that in a bad way, I mean it in a good way). I value his freindship enormously, however, I need a friend or relationship partner that I can relate to. Furthemroe, I don't have the skills required to start such a partnership.
I have no one to relate to. I have no cat. I have one friend who is very diffrent from I. I have never been in a romantic relationship of any kind, and I hav eno idea how these even devolop. End rant.
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