MoonBoom
Well-known member
Hey. Was just thinking how hard it is to speak. Do you ever find yourself in a situation where you know what you want to say, can even relate or have a funny joke, or a story you want to say, but simply don't speak, feel you're out of place, and others see you as someone you're not. People have a false image of you, just because you can't speak, or say things in the heat of feeling anxiety you don't mean. That sound stupid.
I think that's the most frustrating part of the whole thing. It's only being able to think straight when alone. That others don't understand and have a false image of you in person, because of what I feel at least I can control, but yet have no control over.
I know the things I want to say for OTHERS to understand, but feel so helpless that I myself can't convey that, and all the while, they think differently of me because of it.
This is really just a rant. I wanted to say a few things, not looking for responses. At the same time happy to be able to rant to someone when I have no one. Thanks for reading.
I think that's the most frustrating part of the whole thing. It's only being able to think straight when alone. That others don't understand and have a false image of you in person, because of what I feel at least I can control, but yet have no control over.
I know the things I want to say for OTHERS to understand, but feel so helpless that I myself can't convey that, and all the while, they think differently of me because of it.
This is really just a rant. I wanted to say a few things, not looking for responses. At the same time happy to be able to rant to someone when I have no one. Thanks for reading.