Bullied to Death...almost
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Danfalc
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Nah its what the site is for so vent away
I'm sure a lot of people can relate,and welcome to the forum btw,hope you stick around.
sleepysparrow
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This is the way I feel! We are very similar.
You can come here to vent any time. There are a lot of great people here who will listen and support you.
Hope you're feeling OK today.
Welcome.
Nicholas
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Yeah, same here. I feel I need to find some new friends that are more like me and can accept me for who I am. And the same goes for a girlfriend. But the biggest problem is, where do I find someone like me? Where do I find someone who actually likes me? Where and how? It's not easy at all.
I have tried to be optimistic these days, but when you see that the world is actually "mean", it's so difficult to keep coping. Sometimes I am even afraid that it's not me who is too pessimistic... it's the others who are too optimistic. What if I am actually right and the optimists are wrong? That's something that scares me.
Why are we pessimistic? Because we have learned to do so. But was that really a wrong lesson? Or were we taught the truth? I was bullied too when I was in school. Well, what I learned from that is that weak people are always taken advantage of, and almost always the nice people around just pretend not to see and they don't help, because it's easier to act that way. That was the lesson my brain learned, and that makes me be pessimistic I guess. But is it wrong? Is it a negative false thought that CBT would try to correct? I am afraid it's not a negative thought, and that it's actually how things work in reality. And it's so sad.
With Bullies, it almost feels like its Instinct within these heartless pricks. When an animal sees that another animal of the same species is weak and timid, it too reacts by bullying that weaker animal. The fact that humans give into these urges, just shows how pathetic and weak our race can be. I see people like us as being stronger, because we endure a hell that most people wouldn't be able to tolerate.
Flowers-Of-Bloom
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Man, I feel for you. Everyone knows highschool is terrible, but you had it really bad...
There was a guy at my school, in the year below me, who was bashed to the point of unconciousness. Students were literally surrounding him in a circle, kicking, punching, throwing things and spitting at him. People just came to either watch or join in.
Obviously he had to be hospitalised and the police came and everything.
I don't understand people... I feel so disconnected...
There was a guy at my school, in the year below me, who was bashed to the point of unconciousness. Students were literally surrounding him in a circle, kicking, punching, throwing things and spitting at him. People just came to either watch or join in.
Obviously he had to be hospitalised and the police came and everything.
I don't understand people... I feel so disconnected...
Rodox
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Thats not strange at all,I bet a lot of people feel like this too,"normal", "trendy" and "club girls" dont attract me at all,too crazy for me,welcome.
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Ericisme
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Yea, I know how bullying is, I've spent about 4 years in the house, only leaveing for counseling, mostly because of that, and I'm only 18. I even dropped out before the legal age to drop out in the USA.
Honestly, I think school shootings are a good thing. I saw that documentary on Columbine, it was kinda entertaining. They shot the assholes, spared the good people. It both could send a message to bullies in the future, so they may not do it. Also, it'll bring more attention to the bullying issue. People kill themselves over it, they kill others over it. So hopefully, one day, it'll get so bad where SOMEBODY DOES SOMETHING ABOUT IT. I was almost happy when a while back I kept hearing about this like, almost every week. I remember on CNN they said they had like 1 school shooting for every week in that month. So maybe, one day, it can stop. Far from it though.
Also, it's rather annoying how them bullies will most likely end up to be successful.
Bad person = successful life
It gives people confidence, then they get farther in life, while SUCKING the confidence from other people. It's really horrible. I'm really hoping this damn world ends at some time. I don't see a reason for humanity to exist. We just kill animals, planets, and even ourselves, just no logic behind it.
Honestly, I think school shootings are a good thing. I saw that documentary on Columbine, it was kinda entertaining. They shot the assholes, spared the good people. It both could send a message to bullies in the future, so they may not do it. Also, it'll bring more attention to the bullying issue. People kill themselves over it, they kill others over it. So hopefully, one day, it'll get so bad where SOMEBODY DOES SOMETHING ABOUT IT. I was almost happy when a while back I kept hearing about this like, almost every week. I remember on CNN they said they had like 1 school shooting for every week in that month. So maybe, one day, it can stop. Far from it though.
Also, it's rather annoying how them bullies will most likely end up to be successful.
Bad person = successful life
It gives people confidence, then they get farther in life, while SUCKING the confidence from other people. It's really horrible. I'm really hoping this damn world ends at some time. I don't see a reason for humanity to exist. We just kill animals, planets, and even ourselves, just no logic behind it.
Flowers-Of-Bloom
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Oh thank God I'm not the only one who thinks this too... They make the shooters out to be the bad guys, but really, the bullies brought it on themselves.
I know I had a hard time in school, and often it reached the point where I just wanted the bullies to die. Why did they deserve to live?
They're sucking the life from the people around them; people are suffering because they exist. How narcissistic.
Well I don't agree that "School shootings are a good thing" because it spreads more fear and pain, which is something that needs to stop spreading. I was under the impression that the Columbine shooters (as with most shooters) just went around shooting whoever they saw...your saying they only shot the people that pushed them to the breaking point? Because if that's the case, I don't feel sorry for the victims...I just cant stand the idea of them going around shooting anyone who doesn't deserve it.
I spent all of 9th & 10th grade, fantasizing about killing about 12-15 kids (and the 3 that jumped me were on that list). They were the most heartless people I had ever known, and I wanted to kill them so bad, but I never did and I am glad I didn't. I would be drowning in regret if I had.
I heard a saying a while ago (i think from a movie) that went like..."When you cause someone pain, its hard to sleep at night, but when your caused pain, its easy to sleep"...something like that...its such a true statement. Regret is the worst feeling.
mndigi
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I am not talking bad about the US but I think and I find that bullies can be very vicious in the US. I am in India and as a kid I used to watch US high school TV shows, and I used to think that I am lucky to be in India because kids in my school weren't a patch on the bullies in those TV shows. And I had kids teasing me enough since age 6 to develop a life-long social-phobia.
mndigi
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Wow, that's me in the 9th standard too. I was fed up with other kids and one day I borrowed a novel called "In cold blood" from the library in which many young people were on death sentence for shooting if I remember. And I remember thinking about other kids, "Leave me alone....or soon I will be the one on death sentence with you as the victim...". Not that any one bothered me much in 9th to be fair but mocking and teasing from years past had made me paranoid.