I think I use to be funny, if creativness has anything to do with it, but now after two and a half years of " not being funny" I'm desperate. I see teens doing a lot of interesting and cool stuff that I can't, but might have done some time ago. but my point is that I think I don't have any creativness whatsoever and now some of u I suppose are going to say that u must have other talents, but everybody I know is at least a little creative... so this is really worrying me, cause I always do things the same way and I am not creative.. I didn't mean creative in a scense of something huge, but I mean in ordinary, little things... is it possible that a person is apsolutley " non - creative". I also have ocpd... a disease where everything has to be perfect...so can these thoughts pass away... I don't know why I'm even alive. going to school every freakin day and suffering inside, just doesn't make any scense... Can't take it anymore. before I had faith, now it's shaking.. I'm almost 17, the worst thing is that I have my whole life ahead of me... and it's not only cause of my social phobia.. I can't think of stuff at home...
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