is your Benzedrine?
I was brain-dead, locked out, numb, not up to speed.
I thought I’d pegged you an idiot's dream
Tunnel vision from the outsider’s screen
I never understood the frequency.
You wore our expectations like an armored suit.
Being thrown out of the houses of parliment for losing my rucksack there by creating a bomb scare and almost getting on the news as being idiot of the week.
hmm the most embarassing moment was when some "friends" decided to play a trick on me and left a mobile in my pocket. Then they'd randomly ring it in class..omg I think it's what made my social phobia worse. Also when I was like 7 I opened a fire escape door and all the alarms rang. If I got used to the funny side, maybe I wouldn't have sp