IwishIwasbornPretty
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Hello, I'm a newcomer here, I'm 22 years old, an ugly girl.
Initially, I was born as a child who confident to achieve the dream, though my early life wasn't far as now, the problems to socialize and always make trouble, but I always optimism to pursuing my dream.
When I was junior high school, I began to realize that my face wasn't pretty, but it didn't matter to me, because when I saw my pretty friend, she often seduced by men who are not known, I feel grateful that they didn't tease me, yeah, and I know because I'm not pretty like my friend.
After high school n I grow up, my heart began to confusion, I began to feel that my ugly face is a problem, and at that time I was madly in love with my classmates, but my love was rejected indirectly by him, I could notice when he's away from me and looks disgusted with myself (I think he already knows that I like him), and nothing else, it's because of my ugly face, because I've been a good student and mediocrity in my class than the bitches who busy with their bf, I was pretty smart in class because I was trying to get his attention, but he liked my classmates that she certainly is a beautiful girl!
Then I start to focus on my face, all the treatments and the way that I can still run, I always try to be pretty, but until now it doesn't work at all, because a beauty comes from genes, but I was born in this way, the only way is get plastic surgery, and the problem doesn't stop here.
My ugly face had ruin my life, my soul has been destroyed, I lost my enthusiasm for life, passion and sense of optimism like before, of course, I lost hope. I know the only way to plastic surgery, but it's not cheap, to get a satisfactory result I had to spend a lot of money, I'm not from a rich family, and I knew I had to work for all expenses, like I said before, I dun even have the passion to do anything, I could only stand by and shut myself.
This is the one of the biggest influences that led to my social phobia, and then I dropped out of school because I felt so ugly, when I saw another girl, my heart is broken, I wish I was as pretty as them. I feel the people look with disgust feel.
To be continue~
Initially, I was born as a child who confident to achieve the dream, though my early life wasn't far as now, the problems to socialize and always make trouble, but I always optimism to pursuing my dream.
When I was junior high school, I began to realize that my face wasn't pretty, but it didn't matter to me, because when I saw my pretty friend, she often seduced by men who are not known, I feel grateful that they didn't tease me, yeah, and I know because I'm not pretty like my friend.
After high school n I grow up, my heart began to confusion, I began to feel that my ugly face is a problem, and at that time I was madly in love with my classmates, but my love was rejected indirectly by him, I could notice when he's away from me and looks disgusted with myself (I think he already knows that I like him), and nothing else, it's because of my ugly face, because I've been a good student and mediocrity in my class than the bitches who busy with their bf, I was pretty smart in class because I was trying to get his attention, but he liked my classmates that she certainly is a beautiful girl!
Then I start to focus on my face, all the treatments and the way that I can still run, I always try to be pretty, but until now it doesn't work at all, because a beauty comes from genes, but I was born in this way, the only way is get plastic surgery, and the problem doesn't stop here.
My ugly face had ruin my life, my soul has been destroyed, I lost my enthusiasm for life, passion and sense of optimism like before, of course, I lost hope. I know the only way to plastic surgery, but it's not cheap, to get a satisfactory result I had to spend a lot of money, I'm not from a rich family, and I knew I had to work for all expenses, like I said before, I dun even have the passion to do anything, I could only stand by and shut myself.
This is the one of the biggest influences that led to my social phobia, and then I dropped out of school because I felt so ugly, when I saw another girl, my heart is broken, I wish I was as pretty as them. I feel the people look with disgust feel.
To be continue~
), then others will begin to see it too. If one person rejects you, then move on and find someone who will because there's someone out there who finds you attractive, I promise. I used to think that I was hideous (still do really), but, well, being on this site has shown me that I can be attractive:
