Earthcircle
Well-known member
I am 48 years old, and have almost no friends. Hardly anyone likes me. I have had over a decade of psychotherapy with no positive result. A few therapists even refused to work with me, because they find me offensive. This is a general pattern: many people find me offensive and exhibit explosive rage directed at me. But why? I have never understood why. I never see the rage coming, because, from my perspective, I don't do anything to make people angry. This raises a very serious question: Am I a bad person? If so, should I even be walking the Earth? I have never understood people, and am very frightened of them. The isolation is horrible, but the feeling that I am a bad person is also horrible perhaps even more so.