I'm only 16 so by no means do I want children right now...At All! But I was thinking about the future the other day and wondering if I will ever get to have any of my own. I use to absolutely think I didn't want kids for various reasons but somehow my mind has been changed, mostly because I realized I want someone who is a part of me in the world. Anyways I don't think I will ever be able to have my own children and its really upsetting. I could easily just sleep with some random people when I'm older and try to get pregnant but that's just wrong and I don't want my child to have a life like that. and If I have a kid, the child will also be half of that person. I know by todays standards it sounds a bit corny but I want to be in love with someone before anything, and with SA I don't think that will ever happen. I want to have my own family one day so badly.