Forgotten-Children
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Well... I'll first come out and say, I need to open up a lot in this thread, not beat around the bush, and actually be honest so PLEASE don't judge me for what I do... I'm human. I just need to know what to do because I know this is all natural, but it happens WAY too often.
Anyway... I'm a vigin and my boyfriend lives far south from me in a different state. However... I have late "teenage" hormones. Meaning I didn't actually have any sexual urges until I turned 18. Not to say I wasn't actually maturing sexually. I actually started to mature when I was only 10 years old.
I seem to be able to get in the mood right on the spot and.. to be honest... I can probably masturbate once every day if I had enough energy left before going to bed.
Basiclly I need advice because of the whole "first ever having sex" thing. My boyfriend is worried a lot about doing it with me because I'm VERY obsessive because of my Asperger Syndrome. He doesn't want me to become addicted and then not be able to live up what I want him to be. Although I'm more conserned about him because his body is very weak from his illness so whenever I have these urges, a part of me inside always feels guilty and selfish...
I don't want to do it if it hurts him to much to do so but my body almost CRAVES the feeling.
He says that I shouldn't feel selfish about that, but... How else am I supposed to judge myself because of that? I mean, I love him with all my heart. I don't want him to be in any more pain as it is, but I dunno if there's anything I can do about what my body is telling me.
Please... can anyone give advice?
Anyway... I'm a vigin and my boyfriend lives far south from me in a different state. However... I have late "teenage" hormones. Meaning I didn't actually have any sexual urges until I turned 18. Not to say I wasn't actually maturing sexually. I actually started to mature when I was only 10 years old.
I seem to be able to get in the mood right on the spot and.. to be honest... I can probably masturbate once every day if I had enough energy left before going to bed.
Basiclly I need advice because of the whole "first ever having sex" thing. My boyfriend is worried a lot about doing it with me because I'm VERY obsessive because of my Asperger Syndrome. He doesn't want me to become addicted and then not be able to live up what I want him to be. Although I'm more conserned about him because his body is very weak from his illness so whenever I have these urges, a part of me inside always feels guilty and selfish...
I don't want to do it if it hurts him to much to do so but my body almost CRAVES the feeling.
He says that I shouldn't feel selfish about that, but... How else am I supposed to judge myself because of that? I mean, I love him with all my heart. I don't want him to be in any more pain as it is, but I dunno if there's anything I can do about what my body is telling me.
Please... can anyone give advice?
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