lunaticbinge
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stare at sexy 18-21 year old women all day. Woo.
you sound like you need to read up on the following:
Nietzsche
Buddhism
Just those two. Then you'll be alright.
lunaticbinge, you are among friends here. Take solace in that first and foremost. You are not alone. I am 26 and am in the same position as you. The most I do in a day is go to class and then the gym. Then I sit in my room and stare at the wall all day and night.
You'll do what you have to do when the time comes. What's your living situation like? Do you have any hobbies that can get your mind off of morbid thoughts? I think the worst of everything in life too. The second I start to get happy and think life is beautiful, reality sets back in almost instantly. That brief moment of happiness and contentment, is probably what most people feel all the time. It has to be.
I always see people smiling and being happy. Even in the supermarket. Tonight the cashier was very pretty, with red hair and a visible tattoo of a rose on her breastplate. She smiled at me and I looked away at my wallet or the ground and started to sweat. I get scared and intimidated by women. I think it's because I've been hurt before and I might have some deep-rooted condition to not let a woman get anywhere near my heart ever again.
lunatic, life won't be empty. I guarantee at some point you'll find independence and that alone will fuel you for a long while. Being on your own can help solve a whole bunch of problems.
Argh I hate saying this but i still live at my mom's. Exercise and video games usually keep me somewhat sane but they only do so much. I've been thinking quite a bit about joining the military lately. What is it you did in the navy?
Everyday I wake up wish I would die by a stray bullet or something, the only time I'm happy is when I sleep. My life is nothing and I don't want to be a reclusive old man who died alone, I hate my loneliess but at the same time it's the only time I'm comfortable.
LOL, wow. You have no idea how many times i've wished there was a sniper adjacent to my window just waiting to get me in his crosshairs. Some days i sleep 12+ hours. Social anxiety and depression don't exist in my dreams...YET!