Bustn Justin
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I think it's because I tend to brush off most compliments I get, even geniune ones. I also have a tendency to question it - like what did I do deserve that compliment? Ya know what I mean? Then, on the other hand, I constantly put myself down - telling myself I'm not worthy of praise. But then that is my dark/depressive/self-loathing side.
Yea I hate myself hard core and feel I deserve to be hated on. That is what alienation and bullying does.