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  1. FlashGit

    Was this a panic attack?

    So this happened about a year ago. I was playing an open game of paintball with my two friends. We were standing around waiting for it to start because there was some sort of delay, like someone got hurt or something. So im standing there with my gun, and then i started breathing hard and i...
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    High school started today.

    So I started grade 10 today, we only went in for an hour to know our homerooms but i'm already nervous as all hell. I couldn't even walk into the office to use the phone, i had to build up to it. Luckily i don't have to go in for a day or two because of a problem with my schedule, so i can take...
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    Anyone else dream about the perfect friend?

    I know it's silly and useless, but i often find myself fantasizing about the perfect friend, a person that would completely understand me. Someone who wouldn't mind me telling them what im feeling, someone intelligent that i can appreciate music with. The list of desirable traits goes on, but...
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    Friends get mad when i tell them how i feel.

    I thought that I could rely on my friends for support in this dark time of my life, but it seems that whenever I actually look to my friends for support they groan, almost like they're saying "not again", and recently they just downright say "please don't talk about that i f*cking hate it" or...
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    Any other metalheads out there?

    If so, what are your favourite bands? Not expecting much feedback... Fermented Offal Discharge - YouTube
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    I haven't properly introduced myself.

    Hello everybody, I'm FlashGit. I'm 15 years old, I live in Canada, and i'm bisexual. I'm very mature for my age and I only really identify with people in their 30's, making it hard for me to make friends. I've always known i was different, always been told it from a very early age. I didn't...
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    Physically cannot socialize.

    I haven't been in public in so long, the only places i feel safe are my house and the house of my best friend. If there is more than 3 people in a room, i have to leave, i cant talk to anyone i dont know. I know i should socialize more, the effects of not are becoming apparent. I can't sleep at...
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    Is it healthy to stay awake for 20 hours at a time?

    I almost never leave my room and go outside, and i don't really need to exercise to maintain muscle. At the end ov the day i usually have allot ov energy left, this causes me to stay awake for about 20 hours at a time everyday. I think that this might be the reason I'm so depressed. Is it...
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    How do i see a psychiatrist without family knowing?

    I need professional help, i have a myriad of personality and mental health problems, incapacitating depression amongst them, and absolutely horrid self esteem. I've accepted that just talking to my friends isn't a long term solution, i need a professional, I just can't let my family know, for...
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    Feeling i get when i'm alone.

    I'm a total recluse, i barely ever leave my house, i almost never have friends over. Im perfectly happy being alone, i prefer not being around people, people scare me, so its surprising that when i stay up too late i get very depressed and almost suicidal. I usually go to bed around 4:30 AM, the...
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    Apparently i'm too strong to be shy.

    Im 15 years old and a very sensitive person. Im very shy and have terrible anxeity, along with social phobia and horrible self esteem. Problem is, people don't believe me, because im 200lb of muscle. If i tell someone that im sensitive, they dismiss it because im strong. Is there a term for this...
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