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    Post what you cannot say

    I can't tell people that for reasons unknown, I believe I am a bad person. That I believe I deserve misery and punishment. That I don't believe I deserve anything good. That I've been wrecking my body and slowly killing myself with all these negative beliefs and thoughts, anxiety, depression...
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    I can't make friends, I can't make acquintances...

    For me, it's equally as hard to talk to people and make friends or acquaintances online as it is in real life. I can imagine having conversations with people and doing well and enjoying it. But when it comes to actually doing it, I can't get myself to say much. I'm afraid to share my interests...
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    "Lonliness is more deadly than obesity"

    I found this when Googling. Thought it was interesting. I thought the part about sleep disorder is interesting. I've been friendless for years, and lonely for a lot of this time. During this time my sleep has been getting worse. And I keep feeling worse overall. I'm starting to think that if...
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    Preferring Movies/TV/Internet over Real Life

    Does anyone else find themselves preferring movies, TV shows, video games, etc, over real life/a real social life? I've lived a very sheltered life for most of my life. During my childhood I was homeschooled, had very few friends, and usually didn't go anywhere except for a few days a week...
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    Mortality/Your eventual death

    Note: as I mention below, I don't mean to offend anyone or cause anyone to become depressed by posting this. It's just something I want to share and read other people's opinions about. Yep, I just did. I'm posting a depressing, scary topic. So. Today I am very tired and very sore. Not long...
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    Gateway To Rawz's Mind

    This is my SP Blog, which will contain journal-type posts and other things that I have in my head and want to share. I encourage comments, criticisms, critiques, etc. Let me know what you think. This is kind of a trial run, for when I have a blog/website of my own. I thought about using my...
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    I need a place to heal

    I am so tired of hiding so many things about myself. I am tired of hiding who I really am, the things I enjoy, my plans, etc, from my family. I am tired of hiding these things from everyone else for fear that my family will eventually find out. I am tired of not being able to let loose. Not...
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    Anxiety related to health

    Does anyone else worry about their health, even if they are healthy? For more than a year now I've been worrying a lot about my health and have had a lot of bad anxiety due to this. It started when I came off of Paxil too soon, causing me to have withdrawal symptoms which included have...
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    Post what you cannot say

    I can't even post it. I think there are some things that I may never be able to share with anyone else, in any way.
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    Depression, Anxiety, and Sleep

    Hello, I am new to this forum and I finally decided to post something to see if anyone has any ideas, suggestions, etc, that might help me. If you don't want to read all of this, just go down to the bolded part, it's what I really want help with. I have had depression, anxiety, and panic...
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